You're not Sorry
Title: You're not sorry
Pairing: Akame
Rating: G???
Genre: angst
Warning: no beta!!!
disclaimer: They are not mine!!!! TT-TT!!!! no one in Johnny's is mine!!!!
summary: You had done everything you could...but now...all is over...
AN: inspired by You're not sorry by Taylor Swift :3 and in a fanvideo *w*! waaa loved it! if you want to see it XD http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xMtZUvJUeyc&feature=related (obvously this vid is not mine, so credits to LUCKY23AK) :3
You’re not sorry
Kame’s POV
All this time I was wasting
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
You knew…you knew but still you were waiting for him at home. Love can really blind a person, but…how much time do you need to kill a heart while it is still thumping? Because your heart was starting to feel numb…no…it was numb…it just felt pain every time you saw him or you just took a glance to the clock…everything was so fucked up.
And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again
But not this time around
You have been together for so many years, but even with all those years behind, it seemed that nothing was worth it…that nothing can be the same again. It was such a painful feeling, watching him coming home late again, because he got some “work” to do…and he…like if wasn’t anything…the same routine and every time it hurt more.
You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
You aren’t a fool…you knew...You have always known…you knew him better than anyone…so it was way so obvious what had happened…but to think about it…to really admitting it…it was so sad and painful. Those lovely days had turned gray, lifeless and loveless.
And you can say that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, no, no
The worst is that he doesn’t notice…he can’t see the sadness in the orbs he used to love so much, in the face that he used to kiss every morning, the coldness in their relationship…all the despair and helpless in you…all the love that has just died away…that he, himself, had killed.
Looking so innocent
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold
He always says sorry for being late…but a “sorry” is not enough…a sorry can’t repair a broken heart and a broken relationship…a fake sorry can’t repair anything. You still can’t know, can’t understand how you can bear with everything…or how could you…because you are so feed up with everything now.
And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before
Why won’t he tell you the truth? Why won’t he just left and then you would be over? You are suffering…why won’t you put an end at it?
But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
You miss the time when everything was so simple, when everything was so full of love…you think while crying your heart out…you just can’t, not anymore, not now not ever…you deserve better than this…but still…your heart hurts so damn much…you just want to die there and then.
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
You just can’t believe him…you want him to go away and let you alone…why won’t he break up this stupid relationship?! You can’t do it by yourself…you are just hopeless…but still…you love him…you loved him…you fought for this…you wanted this. Your friends want to beat the crap out of him for what he had put you trough…that somehow manage to wake you up from that numbness.
You had me falling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade
It had been so long since a word of love has left his lips…it had been so long since you made love…it has been so fucking long since you feel that you were more than just a bed-warmer. He was everything you had ever wanted…he was your all…You were so in love with him…and he loved you so much…Love wasn’t supposed to hurt like this.
So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for
So, you have come to this…why? You don’t know…but this is it…you just can’t put up with this anymore. You have to go away before it destroys you completely…before you won’t feel anything else than emptiness. You have to save yourself…
You just pack your things and leave…without saying good-bye, because you can’t put up with his excuses anymore.
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
No, oh, no, oh, no oh
Whoa, no, no