Jan 17, 2006 12:55
I have decided that I officially hate this journal. I think I'm going to abandon it. I think it's a hinderence to my character, it being a place where I am free to act like I have it bad. Times are hard, and I refuse to cheapen that fact. However, though I may be experiencing some difficult things personally, I'm not starving or homeless or any of the other millions of things that people far worse off than I suffer from. I do think having a journal where I can share my thoughts would be helpful, but this particular journal houses some of my darker days and it haunts me.
Believe it or not, I'm not proud of myself. And I am going to press/move on from these past few months, get over the things that have caused me pain, and away from the things which continue to do so. So, I dunno. I had written a pretty short notice sort of post, but I felt a short explanation would be better suited.
I may open up a new journal, and there are a few of you who may be interested in reading it. I will post here should I decide to open it up.
But until then,
adios.
Amy