...Help!!!!...
Okay...usually I am good with hiding my feelings of sadness. I keep them inside of me, and they all knot out, but once in a while that ball just comes untangled. That definitely explains the mood I'm in. I'm just a big mess right now...tears, sickness, and all. Oh yeah...school starts Thursday...yippeee *sarcasm if you can't tell*
Yesterday we went up to the school and got my schedule.
Subject
ACT Prep
World History (with 9th grade)
Advanced English 10
Computer
Advanced Bio II
Advanced US History to 1900
Athletic/Elective
Does anyone notice anything unusual up above. That's right...I have no math whatsoever, and I have two histories. Yep, I'm too far advanced in math so I have to make up my history that I didn't take in Georgia. Question: Why didn't I have a history? Answer: Because in Georgia you only have to have 3 histories, and in Alabama you have to have 4. Okay I'm rambling on because I'm PISSED OFF about my schedule. Oh yes...I was also advanced in my foreign language...I have already had one..well I took Spanish...at Jackson Academy they don't offer Spanish...they offer French...so next year I get to take French I and then the next year French II...so bump my poor little Spanish class that I took. I'm going to have extra electives out the ASS I TELL YOU!
Okay...tonight we went to open house at my school. It was boring...no high school teachers were there..and to me the kids were preps! SCREW YOU ALL! What the fuck is the use of open house if there aren't any fricken teachers! I think I'm going to have a serious break down. Unless you have moved your whole life, I don't think you understand. This is the sixth time I have had to restart my life. It's great to be 45 minutes away from Monroeville, but lets face it...I wont be going to school with those people everday. No...I don't want you to feel sorry, I don't even care if anyone reads this...this is just for me to get my feelings out. Right now I feel like I need to puke because my nerves have gotten the better of me. The first day always sucks for the new student. SUCKS! I'm just going to put everything in God's hands, and let Him take care of me...because I sure can't take care of myself. Plus, He is the One who can do it all. I might have to give barnes, hill, or katie a call.