fuck this.
uhhhhg fuck this. i'm fuckin sick of dealing with this shit. i'm so fucking insecure about every aspect of me. the way i look, how much i weigh, how tan i am. i don't give a fuck what people think... but i just hate me so fucking much. i know that sounds like an oxymoron but to me it makes sence. i've been in such a horrible mood it's not even cool. i'm still pissed about me and my mom's fight which you need to im me about to hear my side of the story which would be the correct side because she fucking lies like mad hell, and my cell bill was nearly $200 and i have to give her all the fucking money i get until it's payed off... and then i might not even be able to get my cell phone back anyways cause she's a fucking whore. and on top of that... i got dumped, and now he's being a total jackass! yea... so i'm in a emo-fuck of a mood right now... so... FUCK OFF! and starting at midnight... i'm on a mad diet... eating about an 8th of what i normally do.