poems and shit
i'm sorry dear
but every tear
is insincere
and i've been soaked through,
With you.
and the sun
reflects blankly
off your eyes
which once held secrets
i'm still waiting patiently
in your quiet darkness
the piece of you that holds your yesterdays
while you stand impatiently
in your dreams of
tomorrow.
..Life is a great big canvas, and you should throw all the paint on it you can...
A broken girl
lies on the floor
the shattered pieces
of a life lost
Scatter around her
her frail body
lies alone in the snow
let it sweep over her
and cover the bullet hole
her bleeding heart
forever taints her
the fallen angel
she once was
now has gone
and left her weak
vulnerable
for the shadows to prey
and for the dark to take
shes not ready to go
shes too young
to be buried beneath us
I reach out my hand
To save her from the black
she slips away
she is gone
good-bye
.....my broken girl
The Apple Falls Far From The Tree Shes Rotten and so Beautiful...
i am running from the thoughts
and remain trapped in my head
considering my options
blanking out in day dreams
i am lost amongst the best of them
i make no sense
i speak the truth
please tell me what i'm thinking
i expect so much yet in truth you are nothing but you
and -you- is something i just dont want to come to terms with
my mind buzzes in this deafening silence
never have i been so close
yet far away from you
your eyes are glazed blankly you stare
i relish in the thought of knowing i can lose myself in them when ever i please
i try to program myself with reset
but its only stuck halfway in my mind
i smile-
you have that effect on me
"Six Eyes Too Far Away"
take me back to this moment
i'll try to look away
i could try your form of listening
but that wont solve anything now
i could scream but you're listening
to someone else
(you will hear me say "i can feel it")
sad songs always make the most sense
intense, pretense, sensual experience
search for the harmony you gave me
play it on my own skills
see me, open and flowing
will you cast a second glance my way?
see me, open and screaming
six eyes on you.
you're doing the distance.
will my gaze mark your skin?
or will it sink in?
will I give up faith in the aspect that guides me?
my patience wears thin.
see me, open and flowing
will you cast a second glance my way?
ask myself and i know
the big sun's all we have
we cant always build from...
i could try your form of listening
but that wont solve anything now
i could scream but you're listening
to something else
(you will hear me say "i can feel it")
eyes on a resolution
searching for a solution
it drew my tears
a mixed-up confusion
my eyes are disillusioned
somehow i know
i have the choice to deal with this
somehow i feel alright.
*mauWh*
nicole:"we are mother f'in cool shit"lol Me:no nicole..we are the "drunk mother f"in cool shit" lol *mAwH*
...So now what have we? Is this it? Is this it?
Cheers to farewell and a year spent cold
So far I’m obvious Is this it? Is this it?
Praise to goodbyes and to parting souls....
but every tear
is insincere
and i've been soaked through,
With you.
and the sun
reflects blankly
off your eyes
which once held secrets
i'm still waiting patiently
in your quiet darkness
the piece of you that holds your yesterdays
while you stand impatiently
in your dreams of
tomorrow.
..Life is a great big canvas, and you should throw all the paint on it you can...
A broken girl
lies on the floor
the shattered pieces
of a life lost
Scatter around her
her frail body
lies alone in the snow
let it sweep over her
and cover the bullet hole
her bleeding heart
forever taints her
the fallen angel
she once was
now has gone
and left her weak
vulnerable
for the shadows to prey
and for the dark to take
shes not ready to go
shes too young
to be buried beneath us
I reach out my hand
To save her from the black
she slips away
she is gone
good-bye
.....my broken girl
The Apple Falls Far From The Tree Shes Rotten and so Beautiful...
i am running from the thoughts
and remain trapped in my head
considering my options
blanking out in day dreams
i am lost amongst the best of them
i make no sense
i speak the truth
please tell me what i'm thinking
i expect so much yet in truth you are nothing but you
and -you- is something i just dont want to come to terms with
my mind buzzes in this deafening silence
never have i been so close
yet far away from you
your eyes are glazed blankly you stare
i relish in the thought of knowing i can lose myself in them when ever i please
i try to program myself with reset
but its only stuck halfway in my mind
i smile-
you have that effect on me
"Six Eyes Too Far Away"
take me back to this moment
i'll try to look away
i could try your form of listening
but that wont solve anything now
i could scream but you're listening
to someone else
(you will hear me say "i can feel it")
sad songs always make the most sense
intense, pretense, sensual experience
search for the harmony you gave me
play it on my own skills
see me, open and flowing
will you cast a second glance my way?
see me, open and screaming
six eyes on you.
you're doing the distance.
will my gaze mark your skin?
or will it sink in?
will I give up faith in the aspect that guides me?
my patience wears thin.
see me, open and flowing
will you cast a second glance my way?
ask myself and i know
the big sun's all we have
we cant always build from...
i could try your form of listening
but that wont solve anything now
i could scream but you're listening
to something else
(you will hear me say "i can feel it")
eyes on a resolution
searching for a solution
it drew my tears
a mixed-up confusion
my eyes are disillusioned
somehow i know
i have the choice to deal with this
somehow i feel alright.
*mauWh*
nicole:"we are mother f'in cool shit"lol Me:no nicole..we are the "drunk mother f"in cool shit" lol *mAwH*
...So now what have we? Is this it? Is this it?
Cheers to farewell and a year spent cold
So far I’m obvious Is this it? Is this it?
Praise to goodbyes and to parting souls....