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[amitremmus]

i dont know what im sure of anymore, i used to have everything figured out and planned. but now, i have no idea what im doing, where im going, or what i want to do about my future. right now, i really dont feel like theres anything i can do about anything. alright well, ive found some alternatives: music is number one. most people dont think im a big music listener, or what have you; but you have no idea how much music a part of my life. youre probably annoyed with me always posting things about how shitty my life is, or how frustrated i am, but whatever fuck you. i havent found anyone, at all, that i can confide in. theres one person that, whenever i call them, which is about once every other week or less, that i tell everything. i dont know, maybe its just me, i dont really fucking know. if i knew anything about what im supposed to know id probably be a much better person. i dont keep in regular touch with many people. i guess thats why no one can really care, or notice that anythings wrong. i really dont believe that there are that many genuine people that would actually care to read about some poor, pathetic persons life, but its good to actually vent into something other than keeping it in as i have become accustomed to. im not even looking forwar to what is supposed to be the highlight of my month, maybe even year. i dont know, i may be a little overdramatic. i should start thinking of a new year resoloution list, suggestions would be appreciated. i dont care how much of an asshole you are, suggest you fucking cunt.

sidenote: 'You Come Before You' is with no doubt, one of the greatest albums of 2003.