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i hate that i don't know what's going to happen
i hate that there's nothing i can do
i hate that i'm leaving so many behind
i hate that i have to start all over again
i hate that i don't have a choice
i hate that i don't have assurance
i hate that i know it won't be comfortable
i hate that i have to settle for something that's far from what's 2nd best
i hate that all i've worked hard for mean nothing
i hate goodbyes...
behind these plastered smiles and fake laughs, i'm crying inside.
no one knows how i truly feel.