Jul 24, 2007 20:41
i guess im just not used to people acting all bitchy on me.
i really really really dislike it when people trample on my feelings and say things that i think i dont deserve.
ever since i stepped into my new school, it was a start of a new life. it was goodbye pagka arte, goodbye pagka bitchy (though i wasnt that of a bitch back in highschool, mej lang). UP changed me. im just not sure if it did in a goodway. i dont do things i used to do back in highschool. like takas, cheat, mga bisyo.. i dont even go to parties anymore! tipong no social life! haha (joke di naman). when i think of all these stuff, i think UP was a good choice. but meron rin kasi nawala sa akin. such as friends (everyone's in ateneo and dlsu! i dont get to see you guys as often, and you know how MUCH that matters!), social life! (im like all study na pota!) and i feel na im more sensitive now (bye bye manhid).
actually, im really more sensitive now. and sensitive and no social life really dont mix. taena.. i miss you MIX, AL , NICOLE! there's just some stuff i want to share but it wont matter if i do cause you wont be able to relate anyways. i miss calling you guys and making telebabad until we run out of stuff to say. its just different with college friends. iba yung bond. yeah you know each other pero there's still this gap na yung real life 'drama' you cant share with them. hay nako.. i feel so lonely. i really do need a boy now. hahaha.
''useless useless" -useless ka you bitch. taena, i apologized and you still bitch to my face. what's with you ba? im joining an org not a sorority so dont fuckin look down on me like im having an initiation.
***arghhh.. help me, i need some lovin'! hahaha