Looking in your eyes/ Seeing all I need/ Everything you are is everything to me
so another torturous day. the meds made me feel worse today. i was so drained. mother brought me to the library so i could get another book cuz i finsihed the one mrs anderson gave me to read (a lil lengthy, but i would suggest it. nicholas sparks is an "excellent" writer). so from walking around and being somewhat "active" for those few mins i came home exhausted. the same thing happened tonight when my mom and i took a quick trip to wawa and acme. and ya know what? this sucks! i need to get better, esp cuz i have work saturday morning :(
so enough with the complaining....(sry guys :-/). talked to the roomie tonight. poor girl she was trying to tell me a story and ask for advice and i just couldnt do it, i couldnt concentrate and i was falln asleep. I'M SORRY!!! <3, but i was disappointed that they didnt stop by like they said they might. even tho i wouldnt have been too funn cuz i was quite out of it.
so i must admit that ive been listening to britney spears a lot lately. only for the lyrics mostly. not too bad. but i still disagree with the image she is trying to portray. but ya know shes probably just lost and confused (idk). which i can relate to. like her, i'm growing up. But I've been realizing a lot. ya know, life is hard but i shouldnt hide like i have been doing this year. yeah i'm sick of putting myself out there, trusting people and letting them walk all over me. but i need to stop doing that. i mean yeah i got hurt in the past, real bad too, but thats life. i need to start facing the world with its unpredicable events and reasons and just grow and learn from them....right?
so i will now go "ponder" (cuz thinking is bad? haha right janette?) and lay down cuz sleep is important!...g*night!
::edit::
jessica simpson's sister has a song out??? huh didnt know that! the song itself was decent. just like every other song of that type (its called pieces of me) else i guess. but then again i'm a lyric freak. songs are good unless they have the lyrics, then comes the music :P. but again, thats just me. ah i need to go back and read the lyrics then listen to the music to determine if the song is good or not. haha i love doing that! :)
oh and another thing! american idol? is it me or is this season just WEIRD and very unpredictable? (it is keeping me on my toes tho which is good) i'm glad that diane made it to the final round. she has an incredible voice. but i have a feeling that fantasia is going to win :( I DO NOT LIKE HER! her and her stupid food jokes. honestly i see some fakeness in her? but anyway, question!: now that jasmine was kicked off, who do you think the hawaiis votes are going to? fantasia or diane??
oh and alex!!! you said you taped the last eposide of one tree hill right? if so, can i borrow it?!?!?! ---pretty please! :P
::edit edit::
- mother brought me balloons today!!! it made me happy :) i love balloons!
- new layout for LJ background. tell me if you like, or if you can see it! :)
<3
so enough with the complaining....(sry guys :-/). talked to the roomie tonight. poor girl she was trying to tell me a story and ask for advice and i just couldnt do it, i couldnt concentrate and i was falln asleep. I'M SORRY!!! <3, but i was disappointed that they didnt stop by like they said they might. even tho i wouldnt have been too funn cuz i was quite out of it.
so i must admit that ive been listening to britney spears a lot lately. only for the lyrics mostly. not too bad. but i still disagree with the image she is trying to portray. but ya know shes probably just lost and confused (idk). which i can relate to. like her, i'm growing up. But I've been realizing a lot. ya know, life is hard but i shouldnt hide like i have been doing this year. yeah i'm sick of putting myself out there, trusting people and letting them walk all over me. but i need to stop doing that. i mean yeah i got hurt in the past, real bad too, but thats life. i need to start facing the world with its unpredicable events and reasons and just grow and learn from them....right?
so i will now go "ponder" (cuz thinking is bad? haha right janette?) and lay down cuz sleep is important!...g*night!
::edit::
jessica simpson's sister has a song out??? huh didnt know that! the song itself was decent. just like every other song of that type (its called pieces of me) else i guess. but then again i'm a lyric freak. songs are good unless they have the lyrics, then comes the music :P. but again, thats just me. ah i need to go back and read the lyrics then listen to the music to determine if the song is good or not. haha i love doing that! :)
oh and another thing! american idol? is it me or is this season just WEIRD and very unpredictable? (it is keeping me on my toes tho which is good) i'm glad that diane made it to the final round. she has an incredible voice. but i have a feeling that fantasia is going to win :( I DO NOT LIKE HER! her and her stupid food jokes. honestly i see some fakeness in her? but anyway, question!: now that jasmine was kicked off, who do you think the hawaiis votes are going to? fantasia or diane??
oh and alex!!! you said you taped the last eposide of one tree hill right? if so, can i borrow it?!?!?! ---pretty please! :P
::edit edit::
- mother brought me balloons today!!! it made me happy :) i love balloons!
- new layout for LJ background. tell me if you like, or if you can see it! :)
<3