Jul 29, 2005 16:43
Well beside the Bronchitis I had.. i've had a pretty good week! looking forward to being with friends this w.e! Like I said before I feel so OUT of the group since i've been to qld. (Jackie I couldn't imagine the full extent of which you feel) I know we've all had our moments when we feel unloved and the one that is faded in the back ground.
But I tell you people i'm going to be in your faces again! I want to be fun again... I don't want to talk about my f*cking problems anymore! I don't want to admit my weakness's anymore! I want to be the Jenny that you have all grown to (hopefuly) love and accept.
SO.... *e-bin* *throws in her e-bin all the problems that I have, please go back to the way you thought I was, I am strong I don't have many difficulties in life, I'm happy...
No this isn't a guilt trip I just want people back the way we were! Partying at my house, or GW's or Mings... or... where EVER THE HELL WE WANT TO GO! (when it's warmer let's get drunk at the river or something childish!
I want me back! & I want all you back!.... you are all so special to me I don't want to loose any of you!!!