Baby Steps Add Up
When I started this journal I was in the depths of despair and life seemed so empty and painful. While life still has empty and painful moments, and always will, I find the moments of joy make it worth it. I have found a girl who makes my heart sing and my life easier. She is beautiful as well as intelligent and finding the two together in one package is a rarity these days. I love her laugh and her smile, her eyes and her voice, her physique and her mind. I love everything about her and more and I love the fact that I love it. She makes me smile when I think of her, mentally when it's not physically, and I find her so alluring it almost overwhelms me. I can't wait to hold her in my arms and to smell her hair and feel the softness of her skin on my fingertips. I can't wait to look into her eyes, face to face, and tell her I love her. I thirst for her smile and crave her attention like a man in the desert thirsts for water and craves food. I find her beyond anything I ever could have deserved or hoped for and I see bright things in the future for us. I know she feels the same way but love hearing her say it anyways. I love telling her how much she means to me and how special she is to me. I want her to know that I love her and I can't wait to be with her.