Apr 11, 2007 16:55
im really starting to hate pictures cuz they make me sad.
i go through a lotta effort to remove hardship from my life.
whether it will pay off in the, i dont know, guess we'll find out
im really poor. but money wouldnt help, cuz id still end up being poor
i dont like having to work hard for something, cuz im just gonna lose it someday anyways, either through death or the natural cycle of things.
part of me feels, no - knows, thats the wrong attitude to take, but im
sticking with it for the time being. ill work for thing, and one thing only
but shes in florida right now, which sucks.
im waiting for class to start - thats how bored i am.
i hate how the course description book makes classes sound interesting and worthwhile
when they really are just retarded.
i have doubts about the summer. im expecting too much, and thats gonna really bring me
down cuz its gonna suck. gotta stop looking forward to it.
im always stuck in the past and planning for the future, blurring the present into a
meaningless jumble of nothing