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i feel so restless here, but at the same time so lethargic, its very conflicting. I really want to have my own house with a bunch of friends in the city, work full time at tonys and be in a band that just mostly plays covers at bars and weddings. i want an xbox 360 and a newer car, not even that new or nice, just something more reliable. im sick of pointless education and this horrible schedule that doesnt allow me to actually do anything. grrr.