Oct 17, 2006 13:16
i feel very wierd today. and i did a bit yesterday. i spent almost 5 hours just driving yesterday, and i didnt even really notice. i couldnt really concentrate on hw or anything at work. and i got pulled over, which doesnt even really bother me, except now i have to deal with for the next couple weeks. i have no problem paying a fine or anything, it just kinda bugged me that he refused to believe we werent smoking pot. i hate being accused/punished for things i didnt do. if im gonna get accused of smoking pot, then i might as well do it, at least than i got the fun of smoking pot. im sitting here, bored out of my mind, but theres nothing i want to do. im sitting here starving, but theres nothing i want to eat. its very werid. and im not depressed, im not happy, im not angry, im just....here. and im just gonna sit here til class, and it wont even bother me.