弟３６６章 (Chapter 366)
Hullo! It has been a while, hasn’t it? I hope that everyone is in the pink of health! Are you guys excited for new year?
An update on myself : I have started semester two of college, and well, the new syllabus and everything else felt like they punched me right in the face. Even though I am looking forward to new challenges in this semester, but the amount of work needed to be done is still unforgiving as ever. I have just received my semester one results, and I am proud to say that I did well. I am proud of myself for getting such pointer (even though I didn’t hit the number that I aimed for) after all of those things that have happened two weeks prior finals. I have no choice but to struggle for this semester if I want to get the course that I really really want. My roommates and I went for an outing for the first time yesterday! It was really fun and we planned for more outings later ;)
So, page 366 of 366. There are so many things happened this year, all the good and the bad. It was a rollercoaster ride to me-a rough one at that. I am very thankful for the people who stayed by my side through my highs and lows; my parents, my family and my friends. I am grateful for the people that I have met along the way throughout the 2016 journey; who have taught me countless of things. I will be forever grateful for the priceless experience I had that made me smile, laugh and cry. 2016 was the year where I finally step out of my safe haven and face the cold, harsh world.
I cried a lot this year, but I laughed all the same. There were countless times where I have doubts in myself, battling with my depressing thoughts at the same time trying to live one day each. I am happy to say that I think about suicidal things lesser now, thanks to the people who have helped me to cheer myself up, and also give me purpose to continues existing, living, for them. Although there were times where I felt lost and like there was nowhere or no one to go to. I still have moments like that.
All in all, it was a good year, but bad at the same time.
My god, I haven't been to this account for so long! I hate to admit this, but I kinda forget about my LJ :( So much for updating on my life huh. Even though I wanted to summarize about the whole thing that happened this year, I don't think I cant write them down. I have a really bad memory, unfrotunately. But there's still instagram to keep track with.
Anyhow, I hope everyone had a great time spending your New Year Eve, while I'm stuck here with my tutorials and studies. And to make things worse, I have classes on the NEW FUCKING YEAR I AM SO SO MAD
okbye
An update on myself : I have started semester two of college, and well, the new syllabus and everything else felt like they punched me right in the face. Even though I am looking forward to new challenges in this semester, but the amount of work needed to be done is still unforgiving as ever. I have just received my semester one results, and I am proud to say that I did well. I am proud of myself for getting such pointer (even though I didn’t hit the number that I aimed for) after all of those things that have happened two weeks prior finals. I have no choice but to struggle for this semester if I want to get the course that I really really want. My roommates and I went for an outing for the first time yesterday! It was really fun and we planned for more outings later ;)
So, page 366 of 366. There are so many things happened this year, all the good and the bad. It was a rollercoaster ride to me-a rough one at that. I am very thankful for the people who stayed by my side through my highs and lows; my parents, my family and my friends. I am grateful for the people that I have met along the way throughout the 2016 journey; who have taught me countless of things. I will be forever grateful for the priceless experience I had that made me smile, laugh and cry. 2016 was the year where I finally step out of my safe haven and face the cold, harsh world.
I cried a lot this year, but I laughed all the same. There were countless times where I have doubts in myself, battling with my depressing thoughts at the same time trying to live one day each. I am happy to say that I think about suicidal things lesser now, thanks to the people who have helped me to cheer myself up, and also give me purpose to continues existing, living, for them. Although there were times where I felt lost and like there was nowhere or no one to go to. I still have moments like that.
All in all, it was a good year, but bad at the same time.
My god, I haven't been to this account for so long! I hate to admit this, but I kinda forget about my LJ :( So much for updating on my life huh. Even though I wanted to summarize about the whole thing that happened this year, I don't think I cant write them down. I have a really bad memory, unfrotunately. But there's still instagram to keep track with.
Anyhow, I hope everyone had a great time spending your New Year Eve, while I'm stuck here with my tutorials and studies. And to make things worse, I have classes on the NEW FUCKING YEAR I AM SO SO MAD
okbye