Finally I'm positive
I have been thinking a lot lately and realizing how many changes I've made in my life already and how many strides I've made although there are still many to come. I'm finally feeling comfortable with myself and growing more confident in myself and my abilities each day. Sometimes I falter but I always seem to find myself back on my feet and ready to continue on a path that I have procrastinated for so long. It's been over a month since I last drank any alcohol. I've never felt so positive about anything as I have lately ever since I upped my medication (I know it's sad to depend on medication but anything to help me out at this moment). I have so much energy although not much to do...having lack of a car and living in Issaquah. I feel like I've gotten a second chance to be myself, stand up for myself, and show everyone who I truly am, what I'm truly made of, and why I'm worth having in their lives. I know for a fact finally that I deserve so much more than what I've been taking and I'm going to finally gain back that self-respect and self-confidence that was lost so long ago. I feel awesome and I know this will continue. It's absolutely amazing and I couldn't be more happy. Of course there will be many obstacles but I'm ready and willing to overcome them...I'm excited!