fuck insomnia and this stomach
I cant sleep anymore. I cant focus on anything.
I play guitar at 1 am. And re-read tons of books, well mostly just the endings.
I am being true to myself and not forgetting about my values. And I miss you, even though you were never there.
I dont know.
Today Anna gave me mixed cds, that she decorated herself. I almost died because I was so happy, its sad how little things make my day so much better. Then Dillon drew me a cartoon and it was fun and I laughed. But I dont know what it matters.
God this one song by Something Corporate makes me cry..
Pete and I are leaving my house mad early tomorrow and going to get coffee and food before school, because we are tons of cool.
..although I dont feel tons of cool.
I should of went to SU last night.
I play guitar at 1 am. And re-read tons of books, well mostly just the endings.
I am being true to myself and not forgetting about my values. And I miss you, even though you were never there.
I dont know.
Today Anna gave me mixed cds, that she decorated herself. I almost died because I was so happy, its sad how little things make my day so much better. Then Dillon drew me a cartoon and it was fun and I laughed. But I dont know what it matters.
God this one song by Something Corporate makes me cry..
Pete and I are leaving my house mad early tomorrow and going to get coffee and food before school, because we are tons of cool.
..although I dont feel tons of cool.
I should of went to SU last night.