Nov 20, 2004 22:49
Today started off pretty well, I have to admit. The Halo party at Shopes was fun and after that I trained for four hours. It was nice.
But that's where life really gets you, dosnt it? Right when you think things are going well.....bam! there's your bullet to the head.
Such is life, and life is sad.
I end up fighting with Kalyn and Ame...big surprise there. I ask Ame for back up and as usual with those two, they stick together to the end and I end up being the bad guy, a perpetual state of resonance, it seems.
All I ever do is hurt Kalyn when I don't even mean to...
I am terrible to her and I know it. Why can't she see it?
Nick- in case you read this, no offense man, but spare me the pointless optimistic point of view. Save it for when I have a clear head. Not now.