I don't care what you think.

[amindbegotten]

It's so hard to preach love
When I feel nothing but hate
When I hear some loser talking
About the girl that he raped.
Well let me tell you something
About the truth and the lies
And the fear and the hope
And the hate that I despise
It's amazing how crazy emotions can feel
When you're longing for the gun
And nothing feels real
You’re just calling for death
But He won’t take you away
So you’re forced to live in this world
But you can’t convey
The feelings inside because you know that they
Can’t understand how a man of God
Could ever feel this way.
So powerless so weak and fragile still
I’m fighting to go on but I lack the will
I just can’t see what’s worth saving in this world
When everyday you hear about some new boy or new girl
That is shot or molested and my patience is tested
And no one is rested for fear of the worst
When everyday you see a body being carried down the road
In a Hearse
And you hear the message of Christ and His love
And it seems so far away, so high up above
That it can’t possibly apply to this world of pain
That I’m stuck down hear to watch all the blame
And its handed and sifted
Fuck you if your gifted
You’re nothing above us,
Fuck you and this world
I wish it all would shut up.

For her........