May 30, 2009 19:26
Teaching has been challenging and I have come through some of the toughest shit put my way for a long time and have the admiration and support of my first professional mentor.
I am in proper, full-on, adult love with a man that I met early this year but through fear (my own) and silliness (his) we didn't see each other until May 11 when he texted to me to say that he had dreamt of me (awww) and was wondering how I was...since then it has been visits to my apartment complex and taking the air and intense loving friday and saturday nights. The feeling I have for him is overwhelming, beautiful and feels so..natural and grown-up. I am going to church with him tomorrow evening - which I never thought I would say in a sentence(going to church etc) but I admire his commitment to his faith and want to see this aspect of him in his church.
Its 2 months until I come home...I want:
* cold weather
* coffee with friends
* dad cuddles (double for me)
* mum chats
* sister love
* SCA fun
* see where grandma is buried (what is the correct term for ashes?) - she is next to grandfather ...internment?
*family reunion (should be a hoot)
I have my motorbike now - just need some practice - still daunted by the traffic...