maybe when I'm done with thinking...you can think me whole...

[amilena28]

I'm stressed
and I'd say for the past month I can't remember a time where I didn't feel stressed
It's wearing me down
I'm sad most of the time
so stupid things have me at the verge of tears
and I know you are all tired of hearing about it...but I don't care
and I am really trying to put it all behind me
honestly
but probably every three days something else comes up
I try to let it out
listen to sad music
sit in my room thinking
let it all out so I can be like well there was my time to feel sorry for myself ..now to do something about it
I'm trying to motivate myself to get stuff done
I'm just tired of everything
wasn't teen angst supposed to go away....
I'm beginning to think I must have done something horrible in a past life...
or maybe something really great will happen to me and I have to get all the crap stuff out before that
I hope it's that one