Jul 10, 2006 08:25
I feel sick to my stomach from worrying...it's all I can think about...and is wearing me down each day...I hate money...I can't do this...my eyes are burning...and I feel like I've lost my stomach....so many things to think about....worry about....and I don't know if I can do it...not that I really have a choice...
I talked to my mom for awhile yesterday...and she did help....she told me not to worry...you can't waste your time on that...do what you have to do...think positive...and an assortment of other things....it was just nice to have someone listen and understand the situation...what she said about it surprised me...but that's for me to decide...
anyways
I'm just tired
I can't sleep
and the tortilla shells I ate may have been stale
at least it's pay week...that is if my stupidity of turning my hours in late didn't affect it...ugh
also other stupid stuff that
I probably shouldn't be upset about
I'm just jealous I guess
and why won't my leg muscle stop twitching!