Feb 16, 2005 15:06
the Lord's been flooring me lately with lessons. but... very specifics lessons (though i wont go into those specifics). it's just funny, because i thought i had finished learning (in this very specific area) and, oh, was i starting to gloat. just to myself, mainly. but then He said, "nuh-uh, my dear, you're not quite there yet. let me show you this..." and then He preceeded to show me my heart and, wow, i felt kinda dumb.
'oops, i didnt know that was there.'
"i know. it's ok. we'll work on it together. but you have to trust me, will you trust me?"
'uhm... sure.... you know i always trust you, Lord. just... what exactly are we going to have to do to get rid of this? i think it's been there awhile. actually, i'm not sure i've ever not had it. uhm... so... what does that mean?'
"just trust me."
ack.
bits of our conversation lastnight and this morning.
i sat in the sun and called in sick to work cuz when i breathe, it sounds like i'm purring. that's how bad my cough is. [GROSS!!!].
so i sat in the sun more and more. inside, of course. but our window. still, later i will check for a sun burn and see the progression of my freckles.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
FRECKLES!!!!
(i came here to update cuz my hotmail is soooooooo slowwwwwwwwwwwwwww right now. now i'll try again.)
i think, i think, i think.... the Lord has endless lessons for us to learn if we are willing to be His pupils (ohhh, exciting!!). He'll tutor us, of course, since He knows we're slow learners.
bless you.