For The Last Time.....
Jason (drakk),
I dont think you realize that whether you like it or not, you are a part of me. you dont spend two years with someone and end it just like that. That just doesnt happen. Despite how much you may deny it, you're a completely different person now. And its because of her. I'm just expressing my concern, and you should know better than any one than to think that I would just leave it be. Inside there is still some side of me that still loves you,and there always will. And it killed me do do what I did to you so long ago now. It still hurts. I think about all of the memories we had, and all of the good times.Up at the pass, you, Greg and I. You teaching me how to snowboard. Teaching me how to work on cars. I could just go on. Yes there were the not so great memories too. Some times I wish I could go back in time to change things between us. I wish i didn't have to see the anguish in your eyes that i cause when we separated, and the depression in the days that followed. *Cries*
And no, I do not plan on leaving Chris to go back to you or whatever Danica may think, I love him dearly. And whatever Ren may have said, keep in mind, Ren has a tendancy to blow things WAY out of preportion, Exagerate to the extream. You can ask Chris yourself how I treat him. How he feels about me. I wish that we could be friends again, And what ever you decide, I hope that you will be happy. I miss you as a friend....
Sincerely,
Cecilia
I dont think you realize that whether you like it or not, you are a part of me. you dont spend two years with someone and end it just like that. That just doesnt happen. Despite how much you may deny it, you're a completely different person now. And its because of her. I'm just expressing my concern, and you should know better than any one than to think that I would just leave it be. Inside there is still some side of me that still loves you,and there always will. And it killed me do do what I did to you so long ago now. It still hurts. I think about all of the memories we had, and all of the good times.Up at the pass, you, Greg and I. You teaching me how to snowboard. Teaching me how to work on cars. I could just go on. Yes there were the not so great memories too. Some times I wish I could go back in time to change things between us. I wish i didn't have to see the anguish in your eyes that i cause when we separated, and the depression in the days that followed. *Cries*
And no, I do not plan on leaving Chris to go back to you or whatever Danica may think, I love him dearly. And whatever Ren may have said, keep in mind, Ren has a tendancy to blow things WAY out of preportion, Exagerate to the extream. You can ask Chris yourself how I treat him. How he feels about me. I wish that we could be friends again, And what ever you decide, I hope that you will be happy. I miss you as a friend....
Sincerely,
Cecilia