[ Tuesday | Morning] November 20th
...Happy Birthday to me.
It's November 20th, so today is my birthday. Starting today I'm going to be 12 years old, meaning I'm less shota young, and more adult.
At least theoretically speaking.
I wonder if I'll be an adult I can be proud of when I grow up? Most of the adults I know totally sucks, especially male ones, they're a complete failure. I don't want to be one, too.
Though maybe it's a little too early to think about it...
Things I need to figure out/think about/do before I turn 13:
- Read more books
- Examine Shadows
- Find someway to stop the Apathy Syndrome, or at least put my sister out of it. After all, it is possible to come back from the lost.
- Investigate on my Mother's death, and see whether Takaya is guilty or not
- Find Takaya, and that idiot Jin?
- ...Be more approachable and nice, at least a little?
- Experiment Ask certain "questions" to Ichinose while making him drink special things
- I'M NOT GOING TO BE UGLY WHEN I GROW UP! Piglets may be cute until they grow up, but I'm not one! I-I'm going to be even more beautiful when I'll be an adult!
This is the first birthday I'm spending without mother. It feels strange, I must admit. I wonder if I should pay a visit to my sister or not? Considering she can't even see or hear me, it would be useless, plus, it would be something kind of depressing.
I doubt I can stay happy as I should today, but I really want to at least pretend I am.
Coming here made me realize... a few things, in terms of relationships with other people. I don't really care if I have friends or not at least I'd like to think it's this way, but since there are people who cares for me there, and since they're patient enough with me... I suppose that if I can't be nice with them, I can at least try to cheer up/smile around them. This way they won't worry, right?
This will be a strange birthday... but I'm not going to spend it like a depressed, whiny kid. I am alive and well, and it's my duty to live all my days the best way I can. Especially on my birthday, I need to be strong. Also I'm not going to be less cute just because I'm older now.
If you're not going to give me any sort of gift, I'm going to put nasty rumors about you on the board.
[OOC: To help out, Delaine respects at least a little bit these people: Katori, Takaya, Hibari, Hyouri, Mizurin, Sam, Sae/Yae, Keiji]
It's November 20th, so today is my birthday. Starting today I'm going to be 12 years old, meaning I'm less shota young, and more adult.
At least theoretically speaking.
I wonder if I'll be an adult I can be proud of when I grow up? Most of the adults I know totally sucks, especially male ones, they're a complete failure. I don't want to be one, too.
Though maybe it's a little too early to think about it...
Things I need to figure out/think about/do before I turn 13:
- Read more books
- Examine Shadows
- Find someway to stop the Apathy Syndrome, or at least put my sister out of it. After all, it is possible to come back from the lost.
- Investigate on my Mother's death, and see whether Takaya is guilty or not
- Find Takaya, and that idiot Jin?
- ...Be more approachable and nice, at least a little?
- Experiment Ask certain "questions" to Ichinose while making him drink special things
- I'M NOT GOING TO BE UGLY WHEN I GROW UP! Piglets may be cute until they grow up, but I'm not one! I-I'm going to be even more beautiful when I'll be an adult!
This is the first birthday I'm spending without mother. It feels strange, I must admit. I wonder if I should pay a visit to my sister or not? Considering she can't even see or hear me, it would be useless, plus, it would be something kind of depressing.
I doubt I can stay happy as I should today, but I really want to at least pretend I am.
Coming here made me realize... a few things, in terms of relationships with other people. I don't really care if I have friends or not at least I'd like to think it's this way, but since there are people who cares for me there, and since they're patient enough with me... I suppose that if I can't be nice with them, I can at least try to cheer up/smile around them. This way they won't worry, right?
This will be a strange birthday... but I'm not going to spend it like a depressed, whiny kid. I am alive and well, and it's my duty to live all my days the best way I can. Especially on my birthday, I need to be strong. Also I'm not going to be less cute just because I'm older now.
If you're not going to give me any sort of gift, I'm going to put nasty rumors about you on the board.
[OOC: To help out, Delaine respects at least a little bit these people: Katori, Takaya, Hibari, Hyouri, Mizurin, Sam, Sae/Yae, Keiji]