deep inside the corner of my mind..i'm attached to you <3

[amienoughforyou]

Well due to the lack of good grades on my report card I am officially grounded from life. No phone, no aim, no hanging out, no cheerleading.. no nothing. Well my mom had a parent teacher conference with Ms.Crews today.. she said that she knew I was intelligent and was capable of doing the work but I need to apply myself. My mom also had a little chat with Ms. Mackoul. Man oh man all the lovely things that were said, really made my day. I swear if I have one more conversation about how I am a screw up, I will scream. I freaking realize that I messed up but hey what's new in my life? I've been feeling so indifferent lately.. I feel like every area in my life I'm not capable of being enough. I hate this feeling of self pity, I try to ignore it but then at the end of the day it comes back to this. Of course this feeling will pass, I just hope soon because it's getting old, real fast.
Tomorrow we finally get class rings, it makes me happy.. also tomorrow is a certain someone's and my two monther.

I will succeed.. this time there is no option of failing.

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