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I can't believe I'm saying this but I feel so lost and empty.
I'm so upset, distraught, and at a quandry about this whole Geoffrey thing and quite frankly,
it feels like this entire time I've lost my best friend and this is just "waiting time"... for a possible end.
(Just thinking about it crushes my insides in and it's hard to breathe.)
When he gets out I don't know where we would begin. I don't know where he's going with ANYTHING.
I'm worried about my dad. Two weeks ago he got hit by a semi and was in the ER.
Thank god He didn't break anything but he's been out of work for a while and has been suffering
a lot of headaches and all ... and by the neurologist appointments and constant MRI's we still
don't know what exactly is going on with him. =/
I am FUCKING FRUSTRATED because I don't have time to work out or really sleep in.
.. and that Thursday, Friday, Saturday, and Sunday night will be all nighters or very late nights
staying up drawing up this architecture assignment due on Monday again.
Your typical college majors:
a) Education
b) Psychology
c) Business
KLAJSDFLKAJFLKSJ You guys have it so easy, I envy you. You and your mickey mouse classes.
BTW.. I didn't get the job that I was hoping I would land and I'll admit it: I'm butt hurt. =[
So this pretty much sums it up: Life pretty much fucking blows right now and I'm stuck.
I wanna go to Vegas and just NOT THINK about shit. I want to escape.