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So today I had the usual "class" & then spent FOUR hours in studio working on my drawing.
After, I met up with friends at Tempe Marketplace to watch the Ataris play.
Ahhh it was kind of refreshing to be out if only for an hour.
It's a new kinda thing; staying up all night working on my design classes.
NO JOKE - I've put a good 22 hours into this thing and It's only 3/4th done T_T;;
But hey, Who's gonna make it into the College of Design for architecture?
I SURE AS HELL AM. Pshhhhhh ;] hahaha
School overall isn't too tragic. and work has just been same old same old.
I came to realize, though, that if I want to move out after second semester like
I've been TALKING (ahem, leaving my contemplation up in th air) I need a new
job. Working for $7.11/ hr as a Sales associate/ bra specialist isn't cutting it.
Ohhh & the boyfrannn thing. We're okay. We went from seeing each other like almost
every day to maybe twice a week? Nothing devastating but he's getting his social
life back into place since I haven't been around. Yet I wonder; should I worry?
There goes my insecurity speaking seeing the fact that he's 21 and hits the bar
ALLLLLLL the time. :( I trust him though. I guess it's just the fact that I compare myself
to some of his friends that are girls and girls he used to like/date. Sometimes I wonder
why he picked me =/