everything is not in its place
i am sad for no reason. i should be happy because this week i'm going home for holidays but i can't be excited. holidays always been my happiness for all this time. in the morning, i have physics lab session and everything is done perfectly. nothing bothers us and we do not face much problems. but i seems not happy with it. then, i heard something from my friend. she told me about something that i shouldn't feel sad for it. today, everything seems wrong.
well, i think i know some reasons that make me unhappy. i need have to send the lab report by this week tomorrow and the tutorials too before going home. ahhh....everything needs to be done by this wednesday. my tension is seriuosly down since i am in the homey mood. my home is calling for me. i tried to listen to songs that can calm me down and make me feeling a lot better. when i turned on my mp3, SOREZORE NO SORA is playing. that was making the situation even worst. i feel like crying. when the line goes "WHEN U FEELING BLUE, I WISH THAT U CAN CRY IN SOMEONE'S ARM" i feel like i wanna really cry. but who's that someone?? i wish i had that person. mymind went blank when thinking about it. the song suits my emotion and now i can self-declared that my mp3 understands my feelings. maybe it's that some'one'. it turned into some'thing'.
as i'm getting hungry now, i think i should end here or else my stomach will keep on squeezing like hell.
well, i think i know some reasons that make me unhappy. i need have to send the lab report by this week tomorrow and the tutorials too before going home. ahhh....everything needs to be done by this wednesday. my tension is seriuosly down since i am in the homey mood. my home is calling for me. i tried to listen to songs that can calm me down and make me feeling a lot better. when i turned on my mp3, SOREZORE NO SORA is playing. that was making the situation even worst. i feel like crying. when the line goes "WHEN U FEELING BLUE, I WISH THAT U CAN CRY IN SOMEONE'S ARM" i feel like i wanna really cry. but who's that someone?? i wish i had that person. mymind went blank when thinking about it. the song suits my emotion and now i can self-declared that my mp3 understands my feelings. maybe it's that some'one'. it turned into some'thing'.
as i'm getting hungry now, i think i should end here or else my stomach will keep on squeezing like hell.