its over.

[amieelovee]

so i was talking to my friend about my previous feelings toward my ex. and something triggered in my head which made the situation very much in sense. I realized that I am pretty much indifferent towards him and yes, I am over him and I even prayed to God for HIs help. But the devil was trying to impede and hinder me from letting this happen because he knew what my weak point was (hence the dreaming and the all the confusion). However, I won't let this happen. I will forget about him and live my life, moving on to greater things. I cannot let the unmentionable ruin my life, giving myself false hopes and nonsense delusions which takes up so much time. And time is of the essence. I don't have time to waste my life on such petty things.

So today i went out with my friends to the city, venturing the night life. and for the first time, i felt free. i did not miss him at all, marking a new chapter in my life.