Nov 01, 2004 17:56
Hey everyone... It's been a little while since I've written. I am getting bad at this consistency thing, so I am sorry!
Let's begin... This weekend was a good one. Friday night I worked but it was really fun. I worked with the other hostess Michelle and I really like her. She's a doll and I also worked with some other cool people (including Tom). We went out to dinner after work to The Elephant Bar and we had wanted to go bowling but we didn't get out of work until a lot later then we thought.
He's so funny... Idk. We were talking about what we wanted to do and i was liek well lets go see a movie or somethign there are a lot of scary, good ones out right no. And he was like, " Well honestly I would rather do somethign where we can talk because we still have stuff to talk about. I don't want to hang out and it just be I want it to mean something." I was liek shocked. I mean I don't know if those were his exact words but pretty damn close. So that was just to prove that he's sweet. It's the little things with him that catch my eye. I really do like him. I think we are an "Item" or I know we are atleast not "aloud" to see other people so... I'm thinking that maybe we are bf-gf??? I don't want to push anythign either though. I just want it to happen if it's supposed to. I do know that I am starting to really care about him and that's kind of scary to me. I think sometimes I have major trust issues. I never thought I did. I mean I've never been in a serious relationship or had a guy cheat on me but I allllwwwayyys second guess things or think of what could happen. I freak myslef out and I think that he'll just wake up one day and say," Oh, I am kind of tired of Amie so I don't want to be with her. Idk, I guess I have had some experiences that make me think this way but what can you do but be positive, maybe?
Saturday... I worked that morning and it was fine. After that i did a few math problems but that didn't capture my attention span for too long:). This was the night I was waiting for all weekend. It was Chelsea Duncan's Halloween PARTY! Woohoo. I was so excited. I don't really remember what I did for the rest fo the day until evening but that night I got ready with soem girls and waited for Mal to get off of work. I was a cute/ fun/ sexy Butterfly! I can't believe some people couldn't tell what I was. It was so obviouse with the: fishnets, knee high boots, black corsit, and booty shorts. Oh and I forgot the wings and antenas, Lol I am just kidding but it was really fun. We ended up going at like 1030 and had a god tiem for about an hour until the cops came. By that time I was driving Mal Mallory and Laura in my car to find somewhere else to go. We ended up dropping Laura off at Jason's and then goignt o the condos. After that we ate somethign at Del Taco and here's where I became not such a great friend... Yikes!
Well ;et's just put it this way. I made Mal a little upset but things are ok now and I won't do that again. I did however see Tom during thsi period and spent the night with him... Ahh I know. You are all probably thinking what the hell is she doing. Everythign was fine. It was pretty innocent and it was just nice to sleep next to him with his arms around me :).
Sunday... brought Halloween, which was fun. I worked that night and got to dress up again but not as scandlous :). After work Tom stopped by, again lol and we just chilled and watched TV. And that was my weekend!
I love all my girls and I had a wonderful weekend. XOXOXOXO
~Peace