the old cajion house
well last night the show was fucking amazing, i definetly love that venue. Breed kicked ass even though Kendall forgot to wear his wings. And im still pissed i missed Dyschamber because of my mother. but oh well.
on the way home from the show i compleatly just started crying in the back seat, but it wasnt my normal madd tears wich is usualy what i cry. Tears that are only there cuz im pissed of. but they where the sad hopeless tears that you cant hold in no matter what, the silent ones that make you wanna die, and that you dont even bother to wipe away. its been so long since ive had that happen..it was probably like 3 or more monthes ago.
"He can make me feel more alive then ive ever felt, or make me feel dead inside. And the scary thing is, he doesnt even know."
i need to find some one. and i need to find a new group of people to primarily hangout with...because this odviously ISNT working....no its not working at all...
~hopeless and dying~
Taylah Fong
on the way home from the show i compleatly just started crying in the back seat, but it wasnt my normal madd tears wich is usualy what i cry. Tears that are only there cuz im pissed of. but they where the sad hopeless tears that you cant hold in no matter what, the silent ones that make you wanna die, and that you dont even bother to wipe away. its been so long since ive had that happen..it was probably like 3 or more monthes ago.
"He can make me feel more alive then ive ever felt, or make me feel dead inside. And the scary thing is, he doesnt even know."
i need to find some one. and i need to find a new group of people to primarily hangout with...because this odviously ISNT working....no its not working at all...
~hopeless and dying~
Taylah Fong