*sigh*

[amidalaofnaboo]

What do you do when TJ Perkins e-mails you?
Three years to this month since we parted
having not heard a word from him
does he know he's fucking with my head?
he -just- got married
is he having second thoughts?
actually... why did he e-mail me in the first place.
Yeah I guess he wants to know how I'm doing, but I don't. I don't want to open that closet up again.
and yet I do. . .
stupid love.
I'm so distraught.
what do I do?