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The good news is, I got laid yesterday and I mean laid good. Totally out of the blue I found myself being felt up and soon coaxed into the bedroom for some hot action on the floor. Why the floor? I dunno, hubby's been feeling creative lately. Can't say as I mind, it's quite nice that he's taken an interest in directing the action.
The bad news? Apparently I get horny and I regress to the mental age of 17 or so. I knew yesterday was not a good day to go bareback, having experienced what I am almost certain was ovulation pain only the day before. But in the throes of passion, not wanting to "ruin the mood" by insisting we use a condom, I managed to convince myself it would be ok as long as he didn't cum.
And then a growing unease with that decision soon after, when I notice copious amounts of pre-cum are being produced. And then waking up this morning in a panic when I realized that I was almost certainly fertile yesterday, and oh my god what am I going to do?
We are poor as FUCK this week, but I managed to scrounge up the $35 for emergency contraception, which is now sold over the counter here and is much easier and cheaper to obtain than it was last time I used it, maybe 3-4 years ago. So I popped the first of the horse-dose hormone pills a couple of hours ago and already I'm feeling a little woozy and headachy and thankful as hell that this sort of thing exists nowadays.
I really need to figure out something to do for birth control besides condoms. We're both thoroughly sick of them but I can't do hormones, and he just doesn't seem real enthused about a vasectomy. Maybe Mirena, or Essure?
I took tomorrow off work just because I needed a long weekend to catch up, but other than yesterday's workout and getting a few groceries, I haven't done a whole lot. I'm about to go get busy and clean up a few messes so I can fuck off tomorrow guilt-free.
My hair is driving me crazy. It's dry from the pool, the cut has grown completely out into something wild and unmanageable, and I've decided that the gray has got to go. I was planning to wait til Ian's payday on the 23rd to get it cut and colored but I don't think I can wait that long. Which means I have to make up my mind pretty quickly whether I'm going short or leaving it longer, and whether I'm going darker, lighter, natural or highlighted. Decisions, decisions.