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amiablystrange

MY LIFE, IN SO MANY COLOURS

May 29, 2005 05:36

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I don't write how I feel. The problem is not that I intentionally mask my feelings wanting to lie to myself but instead I needed desperately to remain optimistic. Often, I think that putting down my frustrations in black and white would only bring me down, that maybe I would only be reminding myself of my own ( Read more... )

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trespaises May 28 2005, 22:51:03 UTC

My god, Marina, no one should have gone through what you have. I'm so grateful you are finally letting it all out ( ... )

hot_crotch_bums May 29 2005, 02:51:32 UTC

Yeah...exactly... I wish I can express everything as eloquently but that sums up everything. And I know I am wrong in many aspects, but this is what I truly truly believe and I have drilled it into your head countless times... YOU ARE A FANTASTIC PERSON, a SUPERWOMAN!!! and a great mother! (but we still have our mischieves...I still think the mermaid thing is a very good idea:P)

You are like atlas, bearing everything and yet have the strength to go on. Anyway, there ain't anything else that I have not said before so, YOU GO GIRLLL!!!!!!!!!!!
opps, I mean YOU GO WOMAN!!!!!!!!!!!

HUGSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!

Hmmm... amiablystrange May 29 2005, 04:11:18 UTC

Yes... you pao tang. Are you packed? .... *blink
Well, ARE you?
SLAP SLAP SLAP SLAP!
I shall dress YOU as the mermaid, so beware. Go pack.

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trespaises May 30 2005, 05:06:47 UTC

Marina, shyness -- to the extend of not being able to look people in the eyes -- trust me, I've been there and with some people I still am. When I was a child I was so shy I would turn beet red if anyone looked at me. If someone spoke to me I would burst into tears, especially if that someone was a person I admired like a teacher. I only started to get over my shyness out of necessity, when I was on my own working at a 7-11 full of impatient people always ready to snap or yell if they were not served quickly enough. When I started out I stammered and my voice trembled, but it did improve a little with time ( ... )

Angel amiablystrange May 30 2005, 09:05:31 UTC

I am truly touched by what you have shared. I also agree that by keeping secrets, we miss out on the comfort of knowing that someone just next door feels the same insecurities and identifies with you ( ... )

Child trespaises May 31 2005, 03:39:12 UTC

Thank you for your lovely words ( ... )

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