In solitude, you have nothing to fear but loneliness.
I'm in the library right now - school's been over 45 minutes ago.
After school library loser checked out two teen books (because she is a lover of all that is cliche teen books), staying after because she does not want to go home (and solely because she wants to hang out with friends).
REALLY cool.
I'm having a bad moment all of a sudden too, so I went to my guidance counselor (who she's a current replacement this year of my actual one which is sad because I'm starting to grow attach to her - emotionally, you perverts), but she isn't available so here I am in the library ranting to you (the readers) about my crappy moment.
I don't know.
I
don't
freaking
know.
This day was radiating with freaking over-the-top SUNSHINE. Hell, even the weather right now is shouting, "IT'S ONE HAPPY DAY".
Too bad my mood isn't up to par with it as of now.
You see, you know how randomly you start dwelling on weird things out of nowhere? Well, I am guilty of so because ever since an hour ago I've been feeling kinda sorta down.
I mean, why am I like this?!
This: a person who doesn't let other people get to know her well
Thus, resulting a person who
A,) Has no fucking social life outside of school
(But social skills and friends? Higher than that 'HELL YEAH' line.)
B.) Only about one friend (Clumzi) who actually is closer to me compared to everyone else
C.) Criss-crosses all types of groups with plenty of friends but they're just THERE
NEWS OF TODAY:
This
totally
fucking
sucks.
I'm just pissed (for an unknown reason).
I'm always that kind of girl who is on the sidelines.
The one who is the second option available if the first one is gone.
Like
those
falling
books
or
those
pieces
of
scrap
paper.
Nothing.
In elementary school, apparently I was so popular according to numerous people but I didn't felt like it- I WAS ALONE.
I
hate
solitude.
And next year, after that year passes, I will be alone again.
Why?
A.) Clumzi is graduating and leaving for URI next year
B.) Her family will also move to the next town over (in the future)
C.) Ming will move out soon leaving me with my evil mother (in the future)
I don't want to be alone again.
I need someone.
Someone.
SomeONE.
SOMEONE!
I hate solitude.
Ami
noun.
- A girl with all these friends and a happy-go-lucky exterior yet secretly crying interior.
After school library loser checked out two teen books (because she is a lover of all that is cliche teen books), staying after because she does not want to go home (and solely because she wants to hang out with friends).
REALLY cool.
I'm having a bad moment all of a sudden too, so I went to my guidance counselor (who she's a current replacement this year of my actual one which is sad because I'm starting to grow attach to her - emotionally, you perverts), but she isn't available so here I am in the library ranting to you (the readers) about my crappy moment.
I don't know.
I
don't
freaking
know.
This day was radiating with freaking over-the-top SUNSHINE. Hell, even the weather right now is shouting, "IT'S ONE HAPPY DAY".
Too bad my mood isn't up to par with it as of now.
You see, you know how randomly you start dwelling on weird things out of nowhere? Well, I am guilty of so because ever since an hour ago I've been feeling kinda sorta down.
I mean, why am I like this?!
This: a person who doesn't let other people get to know her well
Thus, resulting a person who
A,) Has no fucking social life outside of school
(But social skills and friends? Higher than that 'HELL YEAH' line.)
B.) Only about one friend (Clumzi) who actually is closer to me compared to everyone else
C.) Criss-crosses all types of groups with plenty of friends but they're just THERE
NEWS OF TODAY:
This
totally
fucking
sucks.
I'm just pissed (for an unknown reason).
I'm always that kind of girl who is on the sidelines.
The one who is the second option available if the first one is gone.
Like
those
falling
books
or
those
pieces
of
scrap
paper.
Nothing.
In elementary school, apparently I was so popular according to numerous people but I didn't felt like it- I WAS ALONE.
I
hate
solitude.
And next year, after that year passes, I will be alone again.
Why?
A.) Clumzi is graduating and leaving for URI next year
B.) Her family will also move to the next town over (in the future)
C.) Ming will move out soon leaving me with my evil mother (in the future)
I don't want to be alone again.
I need someone.
Someone.
SomeONE.
SOMEONE!
I hate solitude.
Ami
noun.
- A girl with all these friends and a happy-go-lucky exterior yet secretly crying interior.