I am a rotten apple tree with bruised leaves.

Mar 31, 2008 20:43

I CAN'T FRIGGEN STAND THIS ANYMORE! ARGHHHHHHHHHH.

*rips out entire hair in frustration*

I CAN'T FRIGGEN STAND... my mom calling me a soon-to-be-chunky just because I tried putting cheese on my hot dogs.
I CAN'T FRIGGEN STAND... my younger brothers who sided with my mom and started deeming me as "fat girl".
I CAN'T FRIGGEN STAND... how my whole family thinks I'm big and fat WHEN MY PANTS SIZE IS FRIGGEN SIZE TWO.
I CAN'T FRIGGEN STAND... how right afterwards my mom started soothing me with empty meaning of 'I love you'.
I CAN'T FRIGGEN STAND... my brothers pissing me off by the increasing tag on the nickname "fat girl."
I CAN'T FRIGGEN STAND... HOW THEY FRIGGEN DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT FAT LOOKS LIKE, STUPID BUTTHOLES!
I CAN'T FRIGGEN STAND... these stupid projects for English and Chemistry; especially the English one.
I CAN'T FRIGGEN STAND... HOW I DON'T KNOW IF PRETTY BOY LIKES ME OR NOT.
I CAN'T FRIGGEN STAND... how I'mthe only person who didn't know that Pari Pari is bisexual and has a GF + BF.
I CAN'T FRIGGEN STAND... the way I've been towards LJ friends and Soompi friends because of schoolwork.
I CAN'T FRIGGEN STAND... HOW I'M TOO GOSH-DANG-SHY TO GO UP TO PRETTY BOY AND ASK IF HE LIKES ME OR NOT.
I CAN'T FRIGGEN STAND... HOW I'M TOO GOSH-DANG-SHY TO GO UP TO PRETTY BOY'S BFF AND ASK HIM THAT FOR ME.
I CAN'T FRIGGEN STAND... how one out of the two people I let them know more about me thinks I'm scared of my parents.
I CAN'T FRIGGEN STAND... HOW IT'S CALLED ME BEING A VERY PASSIVE PERSON THATS OUTWARDLY CALM YET NOT.
I CAN'T FRIGGEN STAND... EVERYTHINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

This was seriously suppose to be some frolicky-happy-happy post about other stuff.

pari pari, family, pretty boy, rant

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