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Ok for once I am going to write a journal instead of posting poems. Well yeah let me fill u in a little. I had gone to live with my dad (old news) and then I came back home because I just really missed one person (Jesse). Ok so then it was all good 4 like a week then I tried to kill me sister (not really just stab her a little) and I went to juvi. For like 3 days. No big deal. So now I live with Maria [Mejia] and yeah everything is pimp now. I learned how to ride a bike yesterday and I talk to my mom on a regular basis and what not. And I made a new friend who lives around here who I really like (Luis). So yeah everything is like w/e right now. I don't miss anything anymore. I want to get rid of my old life. Only keep the things that I can't live without. My clothes, my turtles, my mom, my friends (Maria, brinny, Nikki, Juan if he still cares about me at all). Everything else can be left behind and with time I plan to do just that. leave everything behind people who never mattered to me, my sister, stupid boys, boyfriends, everything that I held so near and dear childishly because I didn't know any better, crying myself to sleep (no matter how cliché that sounds). Just like I had to before. I'm so tired. You ever feel like you've gone so low there’s no where else to go but up and then u manage to go even lower...probably not but thanx for nodding your head vacantly. Well anyways that’s it I’ll keep u posted as time progresses. bibi
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