say anything, but say what you mean
from may 2nd
Some things are easier said than done. How many times has that statement rang true in my life? It's all about taking a risk... and thats just the way it is, I've never really been good at that...but this time, I think I might be able to do it. I'm slowly but surely talking myself into it.
Saturday morning we buried my grandmother. It was hard. Not that I ever thought I'd be able to miss her any less, but its weird to know that no matter how much time has passed, that place in your heart is still empty and you still long for just one more day, one more crazy story, one more hug, one more picture... all of those kind of things. And everytime I watch Elizabeth sleep, I just see my grandma sooo much, she's like a mini version of my grandmother, and it just reminds me how much she lives in each of us. She taught me so much about life, and I will always cherish all of the memories I got to share with her. And I know I talk about this a lot, but its something that I don't go a day without thinking about, my family is pretty much the most important thing in my life and the bond we have is unbreakable, and because of the amount of love and fun in my family, its hard not to think about it all the time.
Friday I went to the jaw doctor. Which was an interesting experience. I have disk displacement with reduction or something like that.. so I need a mouth gaurd to wear at night so I don't grind my teeth and I have to go to physical therapy a couple times to learn what to do when my jaw acts up and causes the muscle problems which in turn leads to my wonderful headaches. All in all it was a good thing to do and hopefully after I get the mouth gaurd things will be much better. AND I got to spend the entire day with 3 of my most favorite people, my mom, my aunt lisa and elizabeth. I love that little girl sooo much, we got her the most adorable little bathing suits and dresses for summer. She is just sooo much fun and she's getting so loud and trying to talk and its just amazing to watch her grow, she's my favorite little chunk.
The rest of the weekend was fun, plenty of hot tubbing, some drinking, bbqing, a fire, good times with friends, oh and last night the Yellowcard/ Mae show was pretty good in Brockport. Adam, Tara, Ed and I went to dinner before the show and then went to the concert and had some fun times. The concert and sound wasn't as good as I was expecting but still a good show none the less.
And finally... its the last week of the semester. I can't believe it. I remember around the middle of March thinking... is this ever going to end and then the past 5 weeks have gone by SO fast! It's crazy, all of my projects are coming together, I'm trying to sort out some kind of schedule for next semester...I'm not too worried about it, I'm just trying to go with the flow and whatever works out works out, I'm not gettin myself too worried over the little things.
And I think thats it... good luck with the end of the semester everyone! And when everyone comes home let me know and we'll get together and have some fun! :)
Some things are easier said than done. How many times has that statement rang true in my life? It's all about taking a risk... and thats just the way it is, I've never really been good at that...but this time, I think I might be able to do it. I'm slowly but surely talking myself into it.
Saturday morning we buried my grandmother. It was hard. Not that I ever thought I'd be able to miss her any less, but its weird to know that no matter how much time has passed, that place in your heart is still empty and you still long for just one more day, one more crazy story, one more hug, one more picture... all of those kind of things. And everytime I watch Elizabeth sleep, I just see my grandma sooo much, she's like a mini version of my grandmother, and it just reminds me how much she lives in each of us. She taught me so much about life, and I will always cherish all of the memories I got to share with her. And I know I talk about this a lot, but its something that I don't go a day without thinking about, my family is pretty much the most important thing in my life and the bond we have is unbreakable, and because of the amount of love and fun in my family, its hard not to think about it all the time.
Friday I went to the jaw doctor. Which was an interesting experience. I have disk displacement with reduction or something like that.. so I need a mouth gaurd to wear at night so I don't grind my teeth and I have to go to physical therapy a couple times to learn what to do when my jaw acts up and causes the muscle problems which in turn leads to my wonderful headaches. All in all it was a good thing to do and hopefully after I get the mouth gaurd things will be much better. AND I got to spend the entire day with 3 of my most favorite people, my mom, my aunt lisa and elizabeth. I love that little girl sooo much, we got her the most adorable little bathing suits and dresses for summer. She is just sooo much fun and she's getting so loud and trying to talk and its just amazing to watch her grow, she's my favorite little chunk.
The rest of the weekend was fun, plenty of hot tubbing, some drinking, bbqing, a fire, good times with friends, oh and last night the Yellowcard/ Mae show was pretty good in Brockport. Adam, Tara, Ed and I went to dinner before the show and then went to the concert and had some fun times. The concert and sound wasn't as good as I was expecting but still a good show none the less.
And finally... its the last week of the semester. I can't believe it. I remember around the middle of March thinking... is this ever going to end and then the past 5 weeks have gone by SO fast! It's crazy, all of my projects are coming together, I'm trying to sort out some kind of schedule for next semester...I'm not too worried about it, I'm just trying to go with the flow and whatever works out works out, I'm not gettin myself too worried over the little things.
And I think thats it... good luck with the end of the semester everyone! And when everyone comes home let me know and we'll get together and have some fun! :)