TGIFridays in Asheville is cursed
So, it's happening all over again. My good friend Meta died yesterday in a car accident. Yes, she was a good freinds of mine from Fridays. Yes, this is way too soon. I found out yesterday and immediately had a panic attack. This is just too hard. Putting two friends to rest in two months. And I'm begining to think Fridays is cursed. Which is ironic, because Friday's....everyone there...is my family, ad they are all I have down here. Just driving into that fucking parking lot makes me feel better. Comfortable. Like I know everything and everyone. Because I do. I can count on Fridays to be there for me, always be stable and always be steady.
So, Meta was a beautiful girl. She's known Claire, Mallory and Ashley since they were all little girls. Their Moms are all eachother's Moms. I called Claire and Mallory in Hawai'i and told them. Which broke my heart because I wanted to hold them and hug them and cry with them and snot on them, but they are on a tiny island out in the middle of no where. And I don't know what to do.
There will be a wake and memorail today at 3 for close friends and family, a cremation on Monday, and a celebration next weekend for everyone. Meta was planning on moving to Costa Rica by the end of the month. She wanted Ben and I to come visit.
And I even though I'm pretty sure I don't believe in heaven, I'm comforted by the fact that she may be with Forrest right now. Happy to see eachother. Giving eachother company.
So, Meta was a beautiful girl. She's known Claire, Mallory and Ashley since they were all little girls. Their Moms are all eachother's Moms. I called Claire and Mallory in Hawai'i and told them. Which broke my heart because I wanted to hold them and hug them and cry with them and snot on them, but they are on a tiny island out in the middle of no where. And I don't know what to do.
There will be a wake and memorail today at 3 for close friends and family, a cremation on Monday, and a celebration next weekend for everyone. Meta was planning on moving to Costa Rica by the end of the month. She wanted Ben and I to come visit.
And I even though I'm pretty sure I don't believe in heaven, I'm comforted by the fact that she may be with Forrest right now. Happy to see eachother. Giving eachother company.