Reflection in your Eyes: chapter 5
The following couple of weeks were nothing but hell at the Aiba household. Noriko had been found out by her parents and was on strict lockdown after she had finally taken her test and found out she wasn’t pregnant after all. Aiba had been hurting and refused to speak to Sho for over a week, causing an apparent rift in their social group. Aiba wanted to forgive Sho after finding out Noriko really wasn’t pregnant, but he wasn’t sure how to even do it.
Akira could tell Aiba wanted to apologize and knew how bad he was at it and decided to help him. She called him over, letting him into her room through the window again. They sat on the bed, sitting cross-legged like children.
“Alright, I know you want to apologize to Sho-kun and I’m going to help you,” Akira cheerfully told him.
Aiba let out a sigh before giving her a look and responded, “You know, you always think you can help others, but right now I don’t think you can be much of help. This is between Sho-kun and me; you really can’t say anything especially since guys apologize differently than women.”
“Hey! Apologizing is the same no matter what gender!” Akira scolded him before continuing, “Plus, you two just need to forgive each other and get on with your lives already. It’s too tiring fighting with your friends.”
“It’s hard to forgive him, I mean, he took my little sister’s virginity! I hoped to see her get married and be pure for her husband,” Aiba sighed before Akira hit him.
“It’s not the end of the world! Calm down the overprotective-brother-mode there,” Akira joked with him.
“How can you tell me to calm down? You can’t understand what I had to go through,” Aiba said coldly.
“Well I can give you the understanding of a girl and let me tell you now that I don’t blame Noriko. It’s kind of a big thing for a girl to lose her virginity especially when she loves the guy she wants to give it to. I know I want to give mine to the guy I love,” Akira talked with a gentler tone, blushing slightly at the thought of it.
Aiba looked her over once before asking, “There are also girls who just give it away without thinking, what about that?”
Akira looked at him before she snapped, “Did you really think your sister would be one of those kinds?!”
Akira then tried to push Aiba off the bed, the two of them struggling as Aiba resisted her. He tried to apologize to which Akira stopped and turned her back on him. She gave him the cold shoulder while Aiba just looked at her silently.
“I’m sorry Akira…as I guy I can’t feel what you girls feel, but I know I’d want to share my first time with a girl I like…” Aiba trailed off before leaning over and wrapping his arms around Akira’s waist.
“Masaki? What are you doing you dork?” Akira asked calmly although her heart was beating faster.
Aiba didn’t answer as he held her, enjoying her familiar sweet smell. He rested his head on her shoulder for a moment as he closed eyes. Akira reached up and stroked his soft hair as they sat in silence together.
“Masaki?” Akira piped up after a few minutes of them sitting like that.
“Hmm?” Aiba opened his eyes when she spoke.
“Do you want to sleep with…Yori-chan?” Akira asked hesitantly.
Aiba was frozen hearing that question as he thought it over. A minute passed of him thinking before he answered, “I like Yori-chan very much. She’s a really good girlfriend and very sweet…”
“But would you sleep with her?” Akira asked again.
Aiba squeezed Akira a little tighter as he took a deep breath to try and slow his racing heart. Then it felt like the world around them had stopped as Aiba placed a kiss upon Akira’s cheek. Akira turned her head to face Aiba, their eyes locked on each other as they both froze. Akira kept thinking to herself that he had a girlfriend, she had no right to kiss him, but her thoughts were being drowned out by the pounding of her heart. Akira leaned forward allowing their lips to meet again. It was a brief kiss as she pulled her lips away to see his reaction.
“Aib-” Akira started to apologize to him before he attacked her lips.
Their lips were mashed together as Akira fell back on her bed, taking Aiba down with her. Their torsos were pressed against each other as Aiba laid between her open legs and kissed her over and over again. The two of them could no longer think as their hearts told them to continue, continue until they had reached some unknown point.
Akira’s hands held Aiba’s face as they pulled apart, their panting breaths warming each other’s lips more. They opened their eyes completely as they stared at one another for a moment, their minds thinking about one thing.
“Masaki…it’s wrong isn’t it…” she panted.
“It is wrong of us to do this…” he answered.
“She’ll be hurt if she finds out…”
“I don’t want to hurt her…”
“We’re just kids aren’t we…”
“Yeah, we’re just stupid kids…”
“But I can’t help this feeling…I want you Masaki…”
“I don’t want anyone other than you Akira…”
The two fell silent before Akira came out bluntly asked, “You don’t have one do you…protection…”
Aiba shook his head as he looked down at her. He learned from his sister he wasn’t just going to risk both of their futures just because of their desires. He rolled off and onto his back before Akira leaned over him.
“You know…just because we don’t have protection doesn’t mean we can’t enjoy ourselves,” Akira told him.
“Akira, I won’t do it without protection,” Aiba told her stubbornly.
“Shut up, that’s not what I’m talking about…” Akira trailed off before she rolled on top of him.
She straddled him, sitting down on his lap as she leaned down and kissed him again. Aiba placed his hands on her waist as he sat up and kissed her back. Akira moved her hips in a circular motion in his lap making Aiba take in a sharp breath. His body was heating up as she moved against him and the thought of not being able to have her completely drove him crazier for her. The two of them stayed attached together for another half an hour before Aiba tore himself away from Akira.
“I’ll see you at school Akira…” Aiba mumbled awkwardly as he fixed his clothes and headed to her window.
“Masaki…” Akira started making Aiba freeze before she asked, “Are you going to break up with Yori because of this?”
Aiba looked out the window as he thought about her and he felt guilty as he answered, “I can’t yet Akira. I’m really confused right now.”
He climbed out her window and Akira just watched from her bed as he left, missing him right away. Why is he confused? Didn’t I just convey how I feel about him? Does he think I was just being easy? Akira thought to herself as she pulled her legs into her chest and lay down on her bed.
The next day at school Yori went to school early like always for her morning practice, but she wasn’t alone. After the morning practice was over Yori walked off to one of the empty classrooms, opening it and quickly shutting it close just before a pair of arms slipped around her waist. She turned around with a smile on her face and wrapped her arms around the boy’s neck and pulling him into a kiss. The two of them kissed passionately for a long time before breaking their kiss and staring into each other’s eyes.
“When are you going to break up with him?” Nino asked.
“I can’t do it now, Aiba’s been going through a lot and I don’t want to spring this on him now…” Yori tried to explain.
Nino rolled his eyes and unwrapped his arms from around her, walking away from her and sighing, “You know I’m starting to think that you’ll never break up with him…”
Yori frowned, she knew she was hurting him but she couldn’t bring herself to break up with Aiba quite yet. Yet, seeing Nino like this really pulled at her heart and so she decided within herself that today she would ask Aiba to break up with her.
Yori and Nino went separate ways to not cause suspicion about them being together alone in a room. Yori went to go meet Aiba like usual, determined to tell him that they needed to talk. She walked to his classroom and when she saw that he was alone she quickly ran up to him. Aiba turned when he heard her coming his way and smiled at her. He went up to her and hugged her close to him before they both tilted their heads to look each other in the eyes. The both of them had on their brain another person as they leaned in and pressed the same lips that wished to kiss another.
“Aiba-kun I need to talk to you after school…” Yori told him with a smile on her face as she pulled her lips away from his.
“Oh you do? That’s good cause I have something I want to tell you too…” Aiba told her with a smile on his face.
Aiba leaned down again and buried his face in her neck. He smelled her beautiful scent and couldn’t help but kiss her neck. Yori blushed slightly before she chuckled and jokingly hit him on his back. Aiba laughed into her skin which made Yori shiver. This is going to be so hard to do…the both of them thought as they held each other…
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