We're gonna die like this you know..
Ah... today was.. a living oxymoron-type deal. School was.. pretty good. Nothing too thrilling happened in 1-3 hours.. Seminary was good as usual. We had this debate thing and it made me laugh.. like all of the Republicans/Bishop's children were on one side and all of the Democrat people were on the other side. Haha Scottie and I held hands the whole way back to school and we walked up to Scott J and Lauren cause that's what they always do.. haha that made me laugh. I rolled my film in photo, so I spent another hour in a dark, crowded like 6x6 ft room with like eight people. And then I found out that half of my negatives were screwed up because of the stupid negative. It sucked. Oh well. English and science went by pretty quickly.. we didn't do much of anything exciting in either class. I stayed after for photo with Mallory and Jenny and just had so many frustrations. It was so maddening. Like the enlargers were screwed up and stuff so half of the project went wrong and ay yi yi. Oh well. Too bad for that, I already spent an hour and half extra in there, I am not spending any longer in that room! I had to change at school super fast for cross country. We ran Bear Creek, which sucked for me because I felt like I was going to throw up/feint. But it was a beautiful run. I got home for the first time (finally) at 6:00 and then I went out to dinner with my family (well sort of). Ben and I got Qdoba and Subway because we didn't want to go to the Texas Roadhouse with everyone else.. so we had a nice little dinner all by ourselves. And then we were supposed to get fish and froggies but the people at the pet place are stupid and it made me and Benny sad. But oh well. Gosh, I've said that so many times. I have so much going on.. I am incredibly busy I think I am going to die like this! But yeah, I came home, did piano, watched Everwood/did homework, and now I am writing this post. I don't even know what is going on with this world any longer. Maybe I am depressed.. Ah. I'm all torn up inside because my family is going to Utah (probably) over the weekend and I really want to go, but I really don't. Because it is Michelle's birthday and there is a dance thing in the mountains and I just want to relax with my friends. But if I did go to Utah, I suppose I could visit some efy friends. What to do, what to do? Plus, I'm getting sick again..I get sick so much, I hate it. I don't think very many people truly understand my life.. how much pressure I put on myself and how much stress I seem to go through and just.. everything. Well I am done. Sorry this sucked.
God Bless
<3 Anna