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It's been awhile! Yeah so this summer is going pretty well, I think I'm going to quit my job @ sunmart and be a nurse's aid. I have an interview for good sam on the 12th, and if I dont get that im going to take the classes at CCC and then work somewhere else bc i hardly get any hours at Sunmart. Well 2 days ago i got my wisdom teeth pulled out and oral sugery, so ive had alot of time to just sit and think, i think im losing my mind. Im not used to staying at home EVER so this is kind of like hell. I finally got tan and now im gonna go and lose it all that makes me angry! grrrrrrr....... fyi ive lost weight and im not as chunky as i used to be and that makes me super duper happy! yay! but this whole chubby cheeks thing isnt working, yesterday it took me 20 min to eat like 5 bites of jello, all i want is real food but i cant open my mouth far enough to even put it in, i look like carlise s/p in the movie monster i look really nasty right now i love it! hahaha i want to come to lincoln really soon i tried calling sarah twice last week but she never called bak, i guess i didnt leave a voice mail but o well......i feel like ive lost her but wut can i do? ive made alot of really close new friends this summer and its been awesome,now i have a group that all of us are friends and were all so tight! im gonna be sad when school starts bc most of them dont go to my school and amandas a year younger than i am. I actually have made an effort to talk to somepeople in my grade that go to my school so i guess i cant say i havent totally lost touch. I think i would be better off going to hastings high but i only have 2 years left so its not really worth it. it would be weird not having to wear a uniform and being told to have your shirt tucked in! ive done pretty okay as far as action goes this summer...hate the game not the player! haha ive been acting like a lady lately and i pry wont be 'working it' for awhile with these chubbs hahahah well im done blabbering toodles!