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[amez228]

left yesterday morning.. drove for 14 hours straight... made it to florida with no bumps or bruises.. just a sunburn. unfortunately i moved in my stuff before i called my boyfriend to tell him i was here and he got mad. :( it made me feel like shit even more just cuz i was already far away and for only a short time. i hope hes not upset with me... please... dont be upset with me, i cant take it right now. i miss him so much. just knowing that i wont be back home for awhile. that will be the hardest part of living here. away from love. away from security. away from... him. i hope he knows that i love him so very much and miss him more than anything.

so... i have to do this. get here. do my thing. then i can leave and come back for what i want.
...its my time to shine. damn it, im going to shine.