I'm not dead yet
Been getting some spam comments on my other journal and that get's sent to my e-mail.
Got kind of annoyed with that so I went in search for the old password.
Don't have much to say other then I don't plan on ever deleting my journal. I like it and it likes me. Now that I said that I'm sure some "evil" force will come and try to use this ageist me! muwahaha! To bad for them I.. uhh... don't give to shake of a wererats ass :)
This journal has help me in times where I would have been lost. And if someone was to turn it ageist me well all they would prove is why I should have more trust in the voices in my head and less trust in those around me XD
But in all serious-nezz. After I went jobless and BFless (ever notice those two go hand in hand? Bitch is out of money now I have to spend time with her, I'm out of here lol)
Went to Pharmacy Tech School and made some new friends. Nobody wants me everybody hates me guess I'll go eat worms. After that job hunt hit another brick wall screaming "If I'm doing everything right why is nothing working?!" But I have a road now (sings: fall the medical road, follow follow~) So keep looking for Pharmacy and trying to read up. It's confusing, like "reading" a Spanish Dictionary to learn how to speak Spanish. You can't do that, you have to use the words in sentence and every day life events. Just say it feels weird.
But all in all need to... I have no idea what I did with that advertisement teaching me how to be a in home caretaker, do I? *sign* It can't be far.
Mom and I have spent the last few months fixing the house. Did I mention that we're hoarders? I must have told you I'm a packrat long time ago. Dumpster diving and all. Remember that? Jumping in that bin when they through out all those books? Good times. Back on topic~ We learned that this wasn't good for use and taking a good look around. Sure you can walk in our house and it looks awesome but in the closets and behind bedroom doors is nothing but piles of junk in boxes and things that we don't need but keep because... it's here. *shrug*
WE DON'T NEED YOU! We cried and though it at the GoodWill's back door. Feels good know. What we need and want is out for all to see. So much has been done you wouldn't believe!!
Kitchen is a biggy. We got our food shopping under control and found better places for everything, throw out tools we didn't need and built lazy-susains in the shelves so we can see/reach everything.
GuestRoom even need work, not much. Tossed the ugly sheet and brought down MasterRoom bed sheets. Took out all those things we had hiding in there so that guest can use it, set up cable TV.
Landry Room! I SEE~ THE L~IGH~T! The light in there broke and was ugly to begin with. Got us a beautiful bar light now. Removed everything in the shelves then put back with labels... OH!
We dump those two old Vacuums for that light weight Shark. That this is awesome!! Even Mom can move it around. Don't make loud noise (always felt guilty running those old Vacz, swore you could hear those things down the street). Best part, when I use the extension on the stairs I don't have to worry about the Vacuum falling over and take me out. SO many times I got concussion. *rubs head* Even if it falls over it's not big. A 5 year old could take on that thing.
My room looks like a bed room.... I've never felt like my room was a bed room before. Always felt like a bed and room full of STUFF (mostly furniture). Now it's simple; bed, night stand, bench, tall dresser draw with a working TV on top.
lol To think my TV use to be hidden in my closet next to my shoes and socks. The closet I only use half now. That's all I need, Mom's still push to put stuff on the other side. I keep say she can do whatever she want's to it. It had always been an eye sour to me.
The Playroom Aka Theater room. New paint job, nice old fashion computer desk. Finally rid of that broken giant chair, gives the couch more room. Real shelves with what's meant to be on them. Book on book shelf and DVD on the DVD spin shelf. All my toys have there place (not shoved in a box) AND TRASH CANS!!! <3 <3
No one will ever understand how in love I am. That's ok if you don't, don't even try. For years un years. I never had a trash can. I used a white broken thing that my sis had been using as a clothes bin. I never bought real deal because it was at the bottom of my list. Always thing "well... it's just for trash. It's ugly but at least it's something." And now, just yesterday I got them. There's two of them, matching!!! Long tall (hip height) black with those wooshy spin tops you push down on and it can spin all the way around. One for trash and one for recycling.
Our second to last stop is the Garage. All those bike parts are stay in the garage and won't be all over the house. Mom already took random thing out of the shelves and put them back in boxes with label and now there's more room. Didn't throw anything out. More room just by organizing.
Once that's finished so will the shed. Use to be full of boxes and junk and boxes and crap.
Now just small amount of boxes (labeled) and only the things we need. :D
God that must seem like such a non-sence rant but it's really a summery of everything we've done in... year. That's right it was after Christmas we felt something had to be done. A year well spent.
Though. I could do without the dust. I have to keep a note about that. Just a bit of dust in my face and I Hulk out in to a cranky bitch.
Get some water.
heehee I have my hello kitty stool, make for a good second seat for the computer. Is it ok if I say I don't like this chair? Just still to be comfortable you have to have a pillow on it. But whatever I guess. It's already 1:30am wtf
No I spent the whole morning driving here and there.
First took back wood we didn't need. Then my recycling, after that the library to return my book (note to self: change the e-mail notice on that), JiB for lunch (realized I pasted dry clean), went to the GoodWill but they where packed with people. Waited then left for the Dry Clean. Oh and stop by Staples to do a return after that WallMart for mailing boxes. Had to wait in line staring at Pez for half hour lol don't ask. Went back to GoodWill, waited another half hour to get in the back and give them my stuff. Then figured best to go home so I can dry out the water spill in my car.
Mom came in and want to get to work right away finishing my room and doing the Garage. But also make some pitluck for work. I was sent to the dread CostCo (not my favorite place to go) Was like 5pm think. Survived. Came back. After she got that set up we move some things in the Garage and put shelves on my wall. But I blow some dust off my window and that must had cause me to turn cranky bitch. Mom said fine and left to watch TV, I did the shelves till I found I need a second person and ask if she could come back for a quick second. Then I cleaned up and put everything away. Laid down for what felt a few minutes.
It was past 10pm and all I could think was what happen between 6 and 9? But I was feel better after a snack. ...
...
I guess I'm done talking. Tomorrow I have to go down to Placerville, ran in to... oh god I'm so tired I'm blanking on names but I can see the face... Abram.. f8ck close. But ya ran into a old coworker and he said WallGreen was hiring. I can't do it online because their thing is weird. Maybe someone down there can give me advise on that. I should go know so I don't sleep till noon.
Got kind of annoyed with that so I went in search for the old password.
Don't have much to say other then I don't plan on ever deleting my journal. I like it and it likes me. Now that I said that I'm sure some "evil" force will come and try to use this ageist me! muwahaha! To bad for them I.. uhh... don't give to shake of a wererats ass :)
This journal has help me in times where I would have been lost. And if someone was to turn it ageist me well all they would prove is why I should have more trust in the voices in my head and less trust in those around me XD
But in all serious-nezz. After I went jobless and BFless (ever notice those two go hand in hand? Bitch is out of money now I have to spend time with her, I'm out of here lol)
Went to Pharmacy Tech School and made some new friends. Nobody wants me everybody hates me guess I'll go eat worms. After that job hunt hit another brick wall screaming "If I'm doing everything right why is nothing working?!" But I have a road now (sings: fall the medical road, follow follow~) So keep looking for Pharmacy and trying to read up. It's confusing, like "reading" a Spanish Dictionary to learn how to speak Spanish. You can't do that, you have to use the words in sentence and every day life events. Just say it feels weird.
But all in all need to... I have no idea what I did with that advertisement teaching me how to be a in home caretaker, do I? *sign* It can't be far.
Mom and I have spent the last few months fixing the house. Did I mention that we're hoarders? I must have told you I'm a packrat long time ago. Dumpster diving and all. Remember that? Jumping in that bin when they through out all those books? Good times. Back on topic~ We learned that this wasn't good for use and taking a good look around. Sure you can walk in our house and it looks awesome but in the closets and behind bedroom doors is nothing but piles of junk in boxes and things that we don't need but keep because... it's here. *shrug*
WE DON'T NEED YOU! We cried and though it at the GoodWill's back door. Feels good know. What we need and want is out for all to see. So much has been done you wouldn't believe!!
Kitchen is a biggy. We got our food shopping under control and found better places for everything, throw out tools we didn't need and built lazy-susains in the shelves so we can see/reach everything.
GuestRoom even need work, not much. Tossed the ugly sheet and brought down MasterRoom bed sheets. Took out all those things we had hiding in there so that guest can use it, set up cable TV.
Landry Room! I SEE~ THE L~IGH~T! The light in there broke and was ugly to begin with. Got us a beautiful bar light now. Removed everything in the shelves then put back with labels... OH!
We dump those two old Vacuums for that light weight Shark. That this is awesome!! Even Mom can move it around. Don't make loud noise (always felt guilty running those old Vacz, swore you could hear those things down the street). Best part, when I use the extension on the stairs I don't have to worry about the Vacuum falling over and take me out. SO many times I got concussion. *rubs head* Even if it falls over it's not big. A 5 year old could take on that thing.
My room looks like a bed room.... I've never felt like my room was a bed room before. Always felt like a bed and room full of STUFF (mostly furniture). Now it's simple; bed, night stand, bench, tall dresser draw with a working TV on top.
lol To think my TV use to be hidden in my closet next to my shoes and socks. The closet I only use half now. That's all I need, Mom's still push to put stuff on the other side. I keep say she can do whatever she want's to it. It had always been an eye sour to me.
The Playroom Aka Theater room. New paint job, nice old fashion computer desk. Finally rid of that broken giant chair, gives the couch more room. Real shelves with what's meant to be on them. Book on book shelf and DVD on the DVD spin shelf. All my toys have there place (not shoved in a box) AND TRASH CANS!!! <3 <3
No one will ever understand how in love I am. That's ok if you don't, don't even try. For years un years. I never had a trash can. I used a white broken thing that my sis had been using as a clothes bin. I never bought real deal because it was at the bottom of my list. Always thing "well... it's just for trash. It's ugly but at least it's something." And now, just yesterday I got them. There's two of them, matching!!! Long tall (hip height) black with those wooshy spin tops you push down on and it can spin all the way around. One for trash and one for recycling.
Our second to last stop is the Garage. All those bike parts are stay in the garage and won't be all over the house. Mom already took random thing out of the shelves and put them back in boxes with label and now there's more room. Didn't throw anything out. More room just by organizing.
Once that's finished so will the shed. Use to be full of boxes and junk and boxes and crap.
Now just small amount of boxes (labeled) and only the things we need. :D
God that must seem like such a non-sence rant but it's really a summery of everything we've done in... year. That's right it was after Christmas we felt something had to be done. A year well spent.
Though. I could do without the dust. I have to keep a note about that. Just a bit of dust in my face and I Hulk out in to a cranky bitch.
Get some water.
heehee I have my hello kitty stool, make for a good second seat for the computer. Is it ok if I say I don't like this chair? Just still to be comfortable you have to have a pillow on it. But whatever I guess. It's already 1:30am wtf
No I spent the whole morning driving here and there.
First took back wood we didn't need. Then my recycling, after that the library to return my book (note to self: change the e-mail notice on that), JiB for lunch (realized I pasted dry clean), went to the GoodWill but they where packed with people. Waited then left for the Dry Clean. Oh and stop by Staples to do a return after that WallMart for mailing boxes. Had to wait in line staring at Pez for half hour lol don't ask. Went back to GoodWill, waited another half hour to get in the back and give them my stuff. Then figured best to go home so I can dry out the water spill in my car.
Mom came in and want to get to work right away finishing my room and doing the Garage. But also make some pitluck for work. I was sent to the dread CostCo (not my favorite place to go) Was like 5pm think. Survived. Came back. After she got that set up we move some things in the Garage and put shelves on my wall. But I blow some dust off my window and that must had cause me to turn cranky bitch. Mom said fine and left to watch TV, I did the shelves till I found I need a second person and ask if she could come back for a quick second. Then I cleaned up and put everything away. Laid down for what felt a few minutes.
It was past 10pm and all I could think was what happen between 6 and 9? But I was feel better after a snack. ...
...
I guess I'm done talking. Tomorrow I have to go down to Placerville, ran in to... oh god I'm so tired I'm blanking on names but I can see the face... Abram.. f8ck close. But ya ran into a old coworker and he said WallGreen was hiring. I can't do it online because their thing is weird. Maybe someone down there can give me advise on that. I should go know so I don't sleep till noon.