First IPhone entry
Like the title says. I'm keeping my word and staying off the computer, thought it's hard when carebuilder won't take your password though you know it's right.
I did as I promised and dropped off 5 resumes. Only the first one (CVS in El Dorado Hills) made me feel like there was hope. Other gave me that: Laugh behind your back. I can't stress enough how that negative vib makes me want to go stearo type EMO. Oh but the fun dosent end there.
I finished my rounds and be noon thought. Why not find that unemployment agency? Put in the address and circled target. I got worried (low on gas) went in JiB. After some map changing and a taco chicken lunch I was off! Up the road more to new Raleys, and circle and circle and you get the idea. After flipping the map a few time I did a search on-foot and fond (if the map was right, had the business name on it). The business was now a basketball court. By the detail I know it had been one of the empty buildings. Another websearch, I got a different address and thought why the hell not. I was coming to another dead end when Linsey called. We... Ok SHE talked about her problems. I'm seeing that now. If she would brake more often to have me talk she would be less to ask if someone was still on there other line. She keep going and stared play the piano. It was nice but sence I wasn't givin the choose it made me uneased and as she talked about hanging out the unease turn to disconfort. *sigh* These are things she needs to hear so she knows how to not upset people. I just don't know how I'm going to tell her when I can't get a word in and when I do I feel like she putts me on a stopwatch.
At this time I came home (out of gas and low phone batteries). Swapped and she heard the vacuum and got the hit she should go. I just wish I could get a word in edge why's then maybe I could say a propure goodbye instead of just fading into the background.
But all and all I got from her talk that she felt tugged by her mom wanting her to stay and her dad wanting her to move out and on with her life. Shame that she wants to but the timing was wrong. I maybe wrong for when she gets a job she can be on her own. I didn't like hear her claim that they can just kick her from Her House (because it's not hers) nor do I like who ever gave her this wild thought that people on the net will get her name, track her down, brake in to the house and kill her. WTF, what is LifeTime teaching our kids. 1 sure there are bad people out there but 2 that's why you should think of you actions, not be deathly afraid of you own shadow. Also, she told me Sachi was finishing up school. Wow I didn't think it would be that fast. I hope her job hunt goes better for her then... Ok there I go again being negative.
Mom came home and we did windows and talk about fix and remodleing things. Later before dark. Vince called a need a ride to get his car from the hospital. He broke his wrist dirt biking. He gave me some money for gas and said I should come by, to help him around the house.
I said sure. There only solid plan I have are Tuesday's unemployment appointment. Other things can be worked around or canceled... Not much to cancel if I think about it.
That it. Should go to bed. Heels made my feet sore.
I did as I promised and dropped off 5 resumes. Only the first one (CVS in El Dorado Hills) made me feel like there was hope. Other gave me that: Laugh behind your back. I can't stress enough how that negative vib makes me want to go stearo type EMO. Oh but the fun dosent end there.
I finished my rounds and be noon thought. Why not find that unemployment agency? Put in the address and circled target. I got worried (low on gas) went in JiB. After some map changing and a taco chicken lunch I was off! Up the road more to new Raleys, and circle and circle and you get the idea. After flipping the map a few time I did a search on-foot and fond (if the map was right, had the business name on it). The business was now a basketball court. By the detail I know it had been one of the empty buildings. Another websearch, I got a different address and thought why the hell not. I was coming to another dead end when Linsey called. We... Ok SHE talked about her problems. I'm seeing that now. If she would brake more often to have me talk she would be less to ask if someone was still on there other line. She keep going and stared play the piano. It was nice but sence I wasn't givin the choose it made me uneased and as she talked about hanging out the unease turn to disconfort. *sigh* These are things she needs to hear so she knows how to not upset people. I just don't know how I'm going to tell her when I can't get a word in and when I do I feel like she putts me on a stopwatch.
At this time I came home (out of gas and low phone batteries). Swapped and she heard the vacuum and got the hit she should go. I just wish I could get a word in edge why's then maybe I could say a propure goodbye instead of just fading into the background.
But all and all I got from her talk that she felt tugged by her mom wanting her to stay and her dad wanting her to move out and on with her life. Shame that she wants to but the timing was wrong. I maybe wrong for when she gets a job she can be on her own. I didn't like hear her claim that they can just kick her from Her House (because it's not hers) nor do I like who ever gave her this wild thought that people on the net will get her name, track her down, brake in to the house and kill her. WTF, what is LifeTime teaching our kids. 1 sure there are bad people out there but 2 that's why you should think of you actions, not be deathly afraid of you own shadow. Also, she told me Sachi was finishing up school. Wow I didn't think it would be that fast. I hope her job hunt goes better for her then... Ok there I go again being negative.
Mom came home and we did windows and talk about fix and remodleing things. Later before dark. Vince called a need a ride to get his car from the hospital. He broke his wrist dirt biking. He gave me some money for gas and said I should come by, to help him around the house.
I said sure. There only solid plan I have are Tuesday's unemployment appointment. Other things can be worked around or canceled... Not much to cancel if I think about it.
That it. Should go to bed. Heels made my feet sore.