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i miss lennox. never thought i'd say that and properly mean it but i do. he was such a decnt guy. i've never been with a guy who was so sure of himself. i made such good friends with him. we woud eachother up the wrong way all the time, but it was fun and we both new we didn't mean it. we even had a fight after the first nite i went to his house. a proper couples fight and while we were having it i still wanted to kiss him and tell him i was sorry, but as we were at the hotel and he was working and we were in the sea, we couldn't, so we just yelled at eachother. he said later that nite that he'd just wanted to hold me and have me wrap my legs around him and that wud have been it....it just shows how things can get in the way.
i still like david too. not as much as i did. i think i've given up hope a bit. but sure.... its a bit harder with everyone knowing i like him, don't know what he thinks about it tho. prob detests the idea.... better move on with my life... friends is best, or at least just one random fuck and i'd be happy lol
i'm speaking to spence at the min on msn, tis pretty bizare. i just want someone nice 4 a change. just 4 a while..... wud be great. i'm sick of these smarmy assholes.
all i want is a nice one, and gd sex....its not a lot to ask for.... ha ha ha
i still like david too. not as much as i did. i think i've given up hope a bit. but sure.... its a bit harder with everyone knowing i like him, don't know what he thinks about it tho. prob detests the idea.... better move on with my life... friends is best, or at least just one random fuck and i'd be happy lol
i'm speaking to spence at the min on msn, tis pretty bizare. i just want someone nice 4 a change. just 4 a while..... wud be great. i'm sick of these smarmy assholes.
all i want is a nice one, and gd sex....its not a lot to ask for.... ha ha ha