I'm so tired.
At some point I'm going to learn how to behave, will have a rulebook in front of me that I can actually follow because it will be organic and not imposed on me by family, religion, or society. Is this growing up?
I'm so exhausted and I feel like I really half-assed this semester, academically. Work-wise I've done just swell, but now I'm working so often that it leaves little time for laying in the park or reading a novel. My personal life is a catastrophe, and sometimes I just wonder what the point is. They always say that life doesn't get any easier. So how am I going to make it through all this? I'm 21 and exhausted and just over it all. The prospect of a "long, good life" does not excite me. It just exhausts me even further. :(
I'm so exhausted and I feel like I really half-assed this semester, academically. Work-wise I've done just swell, but now I'm working so often that it leaves little time for laying in the park or reading a novel. My personal life is a catastrophe, and sometimes I just wonder what the point is. They always say that life doesn't get any easier. So how am I going to make it through all this? I'm 21 and exhausted and just over it all. The prospect of a "long, good life" does not excite me. It just exhausts me even further. :(