Dec 22, 2009 22:16
Goodness, I just realized it’s been some time since I last posted an entry on here. Things have been a bit… Distracting lately…
I think I have everything prepared for Christmas, I’ve tried to keep in mind what everyone likes, hopefully the menu will be to their liking. The decorations are mostly up, I only have to trim the tree, and I’ve been saving that. It seems… Strange, to do it alone. It’s a fake tree, pre-lit, I only have to put on the ornaments I purchased, but still, there’s just something odd about it I suppose…
Perhaps I’ve been seeing too many of those sappy advertisements again…
Ah well, in any case, it’s nice to have something to look forward to. I hope everyone can make it. Even… Kami, I still can’t believe he’s alive… It’s so… Surreal…
Best not to think about it, it will only confuse me more than I already have been…
I have to see the doctor sometime soon… I hope no one will notice I’m stalling… Hopefully working in the office will keep my busy. If I‘m lucky he‘ll forget he hasn‘t seen me.
But, I suppose there are some things to look forward to in the meantime… There’s Christmas of course, and the New Year, and after that will be a birthday for Father… And Uncle… Will they want to celebrate? I hope so…
And, of course, there’s my birthday…
The Tea Garden looks very beautiful from the photos that he showed me, and the news says the weather should be nice that day. It, may turn out to be a lovely little outing. What better way to celebrate than to go out… With a friend.
what am i going to wear?,
it's not a date... is it?,
family,
ic,
birthday,
holidays,
i can't believe he's still alive,
shino