I was depressed earlier, but now I'm angry.
So my stupid job screwed me over yet again - apparently I was to have worked a shift today, only I found out about it too late, so there goes money I could have used. Amazingly, I did make my 30-day calendar mark (even though I haven't actually *worked* 30 days!), but if this shit keeps up, I may yet bail out of there.
Cue me being all depressed because I can't get a good job to save my life, wallowing in semi-suicidal "there is no hope for someone like me, I should just off myself one of these days because I'll never make it in the real world" for a while...
...and then I come home to find this bullshit right next door to me.
I have officially lost all respect for our landlord. Suddenly, I can't wait to move out of this place. (He owns both this house and the one next door on which that...thing...is posted. It functions as a stayover place for him when he's out in this country doing farm-type stuff.)
Maybe I'll be both angry and depressed. :p
*goes to slam head against a wall or something for a while* (Also, note to self: create Angry!Akabane icon.)
Cue me being all depressed because I can't get a good job to save my life, wallowing in semi-suicidal "there is no hope for someone like me, I should just off myself one of these days because I'll never make it in the real world" for a while...
...and then I come home to find this bullshit right next door to me.
I have officially lost all respect for our landlord. Suddenly, I can't wait to move out of this place. (He owns both this house and the one next door on which that...thing...is posted. It functions as a stayover place for him when he's out in this country doing farm-type stuff.)
Maybe I'll be both angry and depressed. :p
*goes to slam head against a wall or something for a while* (Also, note to self: create Angry!Akabane icon.)